The Man in Ratcatcher, and Other StoriesMcNeile, H. C. (Herman Cyril)
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The Man in Ratcatcher, and Other Stories
McNeile, H. C. (Herman Cyril)
Detective and mystery stories, English; English fiction -- 20th century
"I had the pleasure of seeing you act, Mr. Trayne, just before I was so
kindly accommodated at His Majesty’s expense." Hugh’s voice was as
expressionless as ever. "I suppose you are still charming London with
your art?"
For the first time in his life the Celebrated Actor felt at a loss. Had
some charming woman made the remark to him—and many had—he would have
known his cue. A deprecating wave of his hands—a half-hearted denial—a
delicately turned compliment; it was all too easy. But as he stared at
the boy on the other side of the table—the boy with the tired face of a
man—the cloak of mannerisms which he had worn successfully for twenty
years slipped off, and the soul of the great artist—and he was that, for
all his artificiality—showed in his eyes. More clearly, perhaps, than
either of the other two, he realized the dreadful laughter which was
shaking the boy’s soul; realized the bitter cynicism behind the ordinary
words. More clearly than they could he saw himself, he saw the room, he
saw life through the eyes of Hugh Dawnay.
"I still strut my small part," he said, gravely. "I still win a little
brief applause. And if I can help those who see me to forget the
bitterness and sorrow of the day, even though it be only for a while, it
is enough." He rose, and laid both his hands on the boy’s shoulders.
"Forgive an old mummer’s presumption, my lad. Don’t think me an
impertinent fool prating of what I do not know and cannot understand.
You have been in the depths. God knows how deep and bitter they have
been—God and you—unjustly, unfairly—I know that. And to you at the
moment we seem typical of the smug respectability which pushed you
there. Vain words of regret—empty phrases of sorrow, cannot give you
back your two and a half wasted years any more than my playing alters
the realities of the past. But maybe the hour or two of forgetfulness
helps a man to face the realities of the future. Will you not try to
forget, too?"
"And what play will you stage for me, Mr. Trayne," answered Hugh,
quietly, "which will help me to forget? Will you cast me for the
principal part, or am I to be one of the audience?" The boy threw back
his head and laughed silently. "Two and a half years of the same
soul-killing monotony. Why, I became an expert at talking to the man
next to me, who was a ’lifer.’ They couldn’t prove he’d actually
intended to murder the girl, and his counsel successfully pleaded drink.
A charming fellow." Once again he laughed; then, with a quick movement,
he thrust his hands in his pockets and, stepping back towards the
window, faced the three men for a while in silence.
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