Then all at once the whole picture of the old days, when him and me was
young, seemed to come up before him. He flared up like only part of him
had been afire inside. He got up and walked up and down, with his hands
clinched tight.
"Damn you all!" says he, and his eyes was like coals now. "What have I
done to any of you? What have I done wrong to anybody that I should
deserve this? Can't you remember when you was a man, Curly? Can't you
remember when you and me set on the gate of the big pasture, with our
rifles acrost our knees, and waited for them sheepmen to come up and try
to get them sheep through us? Did they get through? No; no one had us
buffaloed. That was when you and me was men, Curly.
"What have we done now? We let this damn hypocrite, Dave Wisner, get the
best of us all the way down the line. He's married his hired man to my
girl; and he's set up that hired man out on the old home ranch, where
her ma and me made our first start. Could anything be harder for me to
bear than that? You was on the gate, Curly; and you let 'em through."
"He said they was plumb happy--them two, Colonel," says I. "What in hell
could I do, Colonel? It all come over me. I could see the sun shining; I
could feel the wind blowing again, like it was in the old days."
"Happy!" says he. He was half whispering now and his voice was like that
of a right old man. "Happy! So was I--so was her ma--out there in the
old log house, with the mountains, and the sun shining, and the wind
blowing. Curly," says he, "what made her throw her life away? What made
us come here at all?"
"I wish you'd stake me to some ham and aigs, Colonel," says I, "before I
go. I met a fellow a while back that was broke; so I haven't et much."
"Go eat, man," says he, "And don't talk to me about going away."
"What's that?" says I.
"You're a damn, worthless, trifling cowhand and you'll never be anything
different. I ought to fire you--ought to of done it long ago; but I fire
my own men--they don't fire theirselfs. Go eat."
"Can't you eat none now, too, Colonel?" I ast him.
"Not yet," says he. "Maybe after a while."
I went out and got the first square meal I'd had for two days. When I
couldn't eat no more right then, I sort of taken a pasear around the
house, which was looking like hell by now. When I come back I seen a
electric brougham out at our front yard. Tom Kimberly was just coming
in. Out in the brougham I seen two girls. One was Katherine and the
other seemed like it was Sally Henderson.
"I shan't try to say anything, Mr. Wright," says Tom Kimberly after a
while to the old man--"only, whatever Bonnie Bell's done, she's done
because she's thought it was best. She's tried to do what was honest and
fair. If she didn't love me it wouldn't have been fair to marry me. She
never said she'd marry me; she said she'd tell me sometime. It was her
right to decide for herself. I wish her well, hard as that is for me to
say."
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