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“See!” She held herself together, after her queer fashion, as a child
does when thinking hard. “You remember in the letter about von Schäde,
when Mr. Carey wrote: ‘he died cursing England, the English, me and mine
and Thorpe. It was like the evil of this war incarnate.’ Do you think
that force of emotion perished with the physical, or do you think the
shattering of the physical left it free? And remember too, Karl von
Schäde had studied those forces, had learnt possibly something of how to
handle them. Then Violet, Violet whom he had loved, after his own
fashion, and to whom he would therefore be drawn——”
“But if there is any justice, here or there,” broke in North, “why
should she become the brute’s instrument?”
“Because she too was filled with hate. Only so could it have been
possible. Think for a minute and you will see.”
In his youth, North had been afflicted with spasms of stammering. One
seized him now. It seemed part of the horror which was piercing the
armour in which he had trusted, distorting with strange images that
lucid brain of his, so that all clear train of thought seemed to desert
him. He struggled painfully for a few moments before speech returned to
him.
“D—damn him. D—damn him. Damn him,” he said.
Ruth sprang up, and laid her hand across his mouth. Fear was in her
eyes. He had never thought to see her so moved, she who was always so
calm, so secure.
“For pity’s sake stop,” she said; “if you feel like that you must go.
You must not come here again. You must keep away from her. Oh, don’t you
see you are helping him? I ought not to have told you; I did not realize
it might fill you with hate too.”
“I’m sorry,” said North harshly. “I’m afraid anything else is beyond
me.”
He had given up all attempt to insist that it was impossible. The
uncanny horror had him in its grip. He felt that he had bidden farewell
to common sense.
Ruth grew imperative. “For God’s sake, try!” she said. “Don’t hate.
Don’t curse him like that. Don’t you see—you cannot overcome hate with
hate; you can only add to it. I find it so hard myself not to feel as
you do. But oh, don’t you see, all his life Dick Carey must have loved,
in a small far-off way of course, as God loves. And everything that
lived and moved and breathed came within the scope of his tenderness and
his pity. And That which was himself did not perish with the physical
either. That too is free—free and fighting. You can only overcome hate
with love. But on a physical plane, even God Himself can only work
through physical instruments.”
She stopped, and looked at North imploringly.
“I have your meaning,” he said more gently. Her sudden weakness moved
him indescribably.
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