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“You see, I never had any one person to concentrate on, unless it was
old Raphael Goltz, and looking back, I see now he was a cosmic sort of
person. He did really in some way grip the whole of things, and it
helped me more than I had any idea of at the time. Then I cared so much
for all the men out in Flanders who came in and out of my life so
swiftly and spasmodically. Then I came here, and found how much I cared
for all living things in the lower worlds. And he is linked up too with
them all, because he cared so much. And we have both by chance, whatever
chance may be, focused on Thorpe. Do you at all understand what I mean?”
“Yes, after a fashion,” said North. “It’s like watching some one dimly
moving about in an unknown, and to me a visionary, world. I own you are
right—he moved in it too; and I am also ready to own it is possible
because of my own limitations that I can only regard it as visionary.”
“Raphael had many books dealing with these things,” said Ruth. “I feel
so sorry now that they did not interest me then. You see, I had never
lost anyone by death. I had no one to lose. It was only out in France
when the men came in and drank my soup or coffee, and some slept like
tired children, and others played a game of cards, or talked to me of
home, and we all seemed like children of one family belonging to each
other. And in a few hours, perhaps less, I would see one or more of them
lying dead—gone out like flames extinguished quite suddenly. And I
didn’t know what life or death meant.”
North nodded. “It hits one sometimes,” he said.
“And their people at home—I used to write for some of those who were
brought in to the estaminet and died before they could get them farther.
One thought of them all the time. Going on with their everyday life at
home, and waiting. That is why what has happened to me here seems so
amazingly important, why its truth needs such close questioning, why I
so much want your help.”
“For what it is worth it is at your disposal, and”—he paused before he
went on with decision—“I own I am interested, as I have never been
before in so-called communication with another world.”
“There are some books here dealing with psychic faculties. I found them
on the top of the oak bookcase. Mostly by German authors. Would they
have been Mr. Carey’s?”
“More likely they belonged to a friend of his who used to stay here.”
“Oh, the German friend!” exclaimed Ruth.
“You have heard of him?”
“Mr. Fothersley spoke of him only this morning, and your daughter
mentioned him the other day.”
“He was an interesting personality, and very strong on the point that
there were extraordinary powers and forces latent in man. I never cared
to discuss them with him. He went too far, and looking back I think I
almost unconsciously dreaded his influence over Dick. I don’t think I
need have. Dick was, I recognize it now, the stronger of the two.”
“But he was interested in the same things?”
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