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And presently Ruth became conscious of other things. Curious and
poignantly there grew around her, out of the very heart of the
stillness, the sense of a great movement of men and things, the clash of
warring instincts, an atmosphere of fierce passions, of hatred and
terror, of tense anxiety, like an overstrained rod that must surely
break, and yet holds. A terrible tension of waiting for
something—something that was coming—coming—something that fell. She knew
where she was now; for, through all the drenched sweetness of the fields
and gardens, sickening, suffocating, deadly, came the smell of the Great
Battlefields of the world. All of it was there—the sweat of men, the
sour atmosphere of bivouac and dug-out, rotten sacking and wood, the
fumes of explosives, the clinging horror of gas, the smell of the
unattended death. It was all there, in one hideous whole. Shuddering,
clutching the letters tightly with clenched hands in her lap, Ruth was
back there again; again she was an atom in some awful scheme, again she
knew the dread approach. The wait.... Great roaring echoes rolled up and
filled all space. Sounds crashed and shattered, rent and destroyed.
And then, through it all, Ruth felt—held it as it were between the hands
of her heart—something so wonderful it took her breath away, and she
knew it for what it was, through all the tumult, the horror, and the
evil, the strong determined purpose of a man for a certain end. It grew
and grew, in wonder and in glory, until her heart could no longer hold
it, could no longer bear it, for it became the strong determined purpose
of many men for a certain end. It joined and unified into a current of
living light and fire, and sang as it flowed, sang so that the sounds of
horror passed and fled and the melody of its flowing filled all space,
the sound of the great Song of the Return.
She was no longer a lonely atom in a scheme she could not understand, no
longer a stranger and a pilgrim in a weary land, but part of an amazing
and stupendous whole, working in unison, making for an end glorious
beyond conception. Limits of time and space were wiped out, but when the
strange and wonderful happening had passed over, never then, or at any
later time, had she any doubt as to the reality of the experience. She
knew and understood, though, with the Apostle of old, she could have
said, “Whether in the body or out of the body I cannot tell.”
But suddenly the body claimed her again, and Ruth Seer did what was a
very unusual thing with her—she put her face between her hands and cried
and cried till they were wet with tears, her whole being shaken as by
the passing of a great wind.
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