The Man Thou GavestComstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
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The Man Thou Gavest
Comstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
Fiction
"Yes. He told me, if I wanted him--and I did--Godda'mighty! how I wanted
him then!" Nella-Rose clasped her poor little work-hardened hands close,
and her small white teeth showed through the parted lips while she
struggled to regain her calm.
"You see--when I gave the letter to Bill Trim, I--I told him--I had
to--that it was Miss Lois Ann's, so he didn't think it mattered to me;
but when he was dying--he was hurt on the big road they are making in
the hills--he was brought to us-all, and Miss Lois Ann and I took care
of him, and he grew right sorry for hating her and not telling about the
letter--and then--he spoke it out!"
"I see. I see. And that was--how long ago--that you wrote the letter?"
Nella-Rose looked back over the weary way she had travelled, to this
moment in the warm, sun-filled room.
"It was befo' lil' Ann came that I sent the letter," she faltered.
"Little Ann?" Lynda repeated the name and something terrible rose within
her--something that would kill her unless she conquered it. So she asked
quickly, desperately:
"Your--your child? I see. Go on--Nella-Rose."
"I wrote the letter and--sent it. I was hid in Miss Lois Ann's cabin--it
was winter--and no one found out! Miss Lois Ann wouldn't believe what I
told; she said when him and me was married under the trees and God
understood, it didn't make me--right! She--helped me, but she
hated--him! And then when he--didn't come, she taught me to--to hate,
and it was right _black_ hate until lil' Ann came. When God let her down
to me--He took the hate away."
Lynda was blinded by her tears. She could hardly see the small figure
crouching in the low chair by the fire.
"And then--Miss Lois Ann went and told my folks--told Marg, my sister.
Marg was married to Jed and she was mighty scornful of me and lil' Ann.
She wouldn't tell Jed and my father--she came alone to me. She told me
what folks thought. They-all thought I'd gone away with Burke Lawson and
Marg felt sorry to see me alive--with lil' Ann. But Miss Lois Ann
wouldn't let her sting me with her tongue--she drove her away.
Then--Burke came! He'd been a right long way off--he'd broken his leg;
he came as soon as he could, and Marg told him and--and laid lil' Ann to
him!"
"And you--never spoke? You never told?" Lynda had drawn very close--her
words were barely above a whisper.
"No. It was this-er-way. First, love for him held my tongue mighty
still; then hate; and afterwards I couldn't!"
"But now, Nella-Rose, _now_--why have you spoken--now?"
"I haven't yet. Not to them-all. I had to come here--to him first. I
reckon you don't know about Burke and me?"
Lynda shook her head. She had thought she knew--but she had wandered
sadly.
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