For the first time I had noted the light of spontaneity glowing in his
eyes, and my heart bounded: I was about to hear a confession. But on a
sudden he checked himself and looked away. "Of course," he added in a
forced tone, "one has to face one’s responsibilities. No—take it all in
all, I am glad to be doing my share of the work and carrying my burden."
I knew he was lying. I knew that his first outburst was the true
Pendleton; that the addendum was meant, as politicians say, for home
consumption.
"Of course, of course," I muttered hastily, "but we’re only human." And
alternately I cudgeled my poor wits to stand by me and prayed to them as
to deities to light my way.
This lawless spirit, Pendleton, I had a vague gleam of intuition, was
repenting his return to the yoke of duty, to the restraints of
civilization. What, then, was it that held him? It was not a suddenly
developed conscience. Of that I was certain. There was a problem I
must solve and solve immediately.
We parted with cordiality at Grand Central station and twenty minutes
later I was one of those little machines functioning at Visconti’s.
"I want a draft at thirty days," I was saying, "for ten thousand lire on
Naples. Your best rate at that date." And with the receiver to my ear
I heard a voice within me, independent of the telephone, whispering:
"Could it be that he too is bewitched by Alicia?—with all his roving and
experience—or is it his sense of duty to his children?"
"Four ninety-eight," said the exchange man, Hoskyns, at the National
City, and "four ninety-eight," I repeated after him automatically.
"Can’t you do better—at thirty days?" And the independent voice in my
brain put in: "Perhaps I am hipped upon the subject of Alicia?" And so
the morning wore on.
Gertrude, to my surprise and confusion, rang me up at eleven.
"Good morning, Ranny," she opened sweetly. "You haven’t kept your
promise, have you?"
"Promise?" I repeated dully. "What promise?"
"You said you would keep me informed about Pendleton’s return. You
haven’t done it—have you?"
"But you have been away for the summer, haven’t you?" I ventured
desperately.
"Yes, and I am back," she murmured gently, "and still—better come and
lunch with me to-day—don’t you think so?"
If there’s any one thing that my career as a business man has done for
me, it is to implant in my heart a hatred for procrastination and
shiftiness. I had no luncheon engagement, and yet I despairingly told
her I had.
"Dinner," she answered, "would suit me even better."
"I ought to go home," I protested feebly, with a sinking instinctive
feeling that I really ought not to resume such relations with Gertrude.
"We’ll have an early little meal, at six-thirty," she smoothly ignored
me, "Until then, good-by."
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