"Some domestic trouble—a little painful," I stammered, and he saw that I
did not wish to speak of it. And the vast loneliness of human beings
traversing their orbits on earth struck me as I sat heavily down to my
work. What did I know of Visconti—or Visconti of me? For ages I had
worked near him and I knew he trusted and had what is called regard for
me. Yet the planets in trackless space knew more of each other. I
believe he knows that I am a middle-aged bachelor and I know he has a
daughter who is the apple of his eye—and he pays the wage by which I
live. But what else did we know? He had lost a deeply loved wife and
remained a widower. My heart warmed to him in a sudden sympathy. As
though reciprocating, he came bustling to my desk a minute later and
bending toward me whispered:
"Do not forget that your time is your own—if your _demarches_—private
business—do not forget!" I thanked him but he waved his pudgy hand in
sign of friendly deprecation of formalities.
... com ’e duro calle
Lo scendere e il salir per l’altrui scale,
lamented Dante. Yes, hard is the path, the going up and down other
people’s stairs, when you depend for your livelihood upon them. But
Visconti in his manner endeavored to make his "stairs" those of a
friend.
There was no word from Randolph that morning and my heart grew every
moment heavier.
I seemed to require no food. I straggled aimlessly during the noon hour
through mean streets, from Bleecker Street to Abingdon Square, in a
world of listless women and dirty children, a desert, ghostly world,
drab and wretched.
Shuttling back and forth, all but inanimate, I passed Minot Blackden’s
studio, but with sudden horror recoiled from entering. I was driven
about like a leaf. I was a shadow in a world of shadows.
Towards four o’clock I rose heavily from my desk, determined to drag
myself to police headquarters in search of Sergeant Cullum. I expected
nothing from him, but, still, he might utter a word of hope.
At that moment my telephone rang. It was Randolph!
His voice was charged and crackling with excitement and importance.
"Will you meet me at Brentano’s, corner Twenty-sixth Street and the
Avenue right away?"
"Why," I said piteously—"tell me, in God’s name—have you news?—what
d’you mean?"
A swirl of hope and apprehension swept me like a wave and left me
gasping.
"Yes, Uncle Ranny," was the chuckling reply. "I have news—she’s—I know
where she is—Come right over!"
And without giving me a chance to say more, the young devil hung up the
receiver. I cursed the boy in my heart for being a boy—for his
callousness to another’s suffering.
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