Perhaps I should own at this point that in my secret heart I agree with
Dibdin, just as in reality I am certain that life has a contour and
rhythm of its own. The world may appear harsh, may be truly ill-adapted
for justice, culture, beauty. But whatever its shortcomings, the
business of the human race in it seems to me clear: To extend and carry
on the race of man—the measure of all things—to create a better life on
earth. All the world is a man living in a shoe. But somehow, very
slowly, it is acquiring knowledge, learning what to do. We may indeed
be such stuff as dreams are made on, and our life rounded with a sleep
is, in truth, pitifully little. But that little seems mysteriously,
tremendously important.
And by that token it appears to me that there is no such creature as a
living pessimist. The only certain sign of genuine conviction on the
part of a pessimist is his suicide. To go on living is to hope for
better things—and to hope for them is to bring them about. That is how
life appears to me. But are the views of a shrewd bookseller who plays
golf of Saturdays of any account?
But enough of my prating. Alicia will doubtless have her way. She is
now engaged in the august rites of the younger Randolph’s bath. I
expect to be summoned to the ceremony at any time. To such small
dimensions has my family dwindled that all attention is inevitably
centered on the Baby. Laura is thousands of miles away, in California,
with, the young surgeon she met and married in France; and Jimmie,
within two years of college, is summering in a camp on a Canadian
island. Randolph Junior reigns supreme. Well, I am content—and long
live the King! But they are all as near and dear, to me as ever. For
as old Burton his "Anatomy" hath it: "No cord nor cable can so forcibly
draw or hold so fast, as love can do with a twined thread."
I see life stretching and dynamic before me, glittering with possibility
as the atmosphere sometimes glitters in the sunlight with flittering
dancing, revolving points—for eyes made like mine. Though late in
starting, I must plunge into the life of responsibility, helping, how
slightly soever, to join the long generations of the past in preparing
the dazzling future.
The name of the new time spirit is Responsibility.
At this point Alicia appeared to summon me to the Rites of the Bath, and
hung for a moment reading over my shoulder.
"I insist upon adding two words to that," she announced, "and they shall
be the last."
"It is your privilege, beloved," I agreed and eagerly made way for her.
Then Alicia wrote:
"And Love."
THE END
* * * * * * * *
*By Henry James Forman*
*NOVELS*
The Captain of His Soul
Fire of Youth
The Man Who Lived in a Shoe
*TRAVEL*
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