"I don’t know, Alicia, but when he comes back I suppose we’ll have to
accept that version. Dibdin will have some advice on that point, I feel
sure."
Alicia remained silent for a time lost in reflection. Her child’s face
in her perturbation was the face of a grown woman.
"Do you think he’ll want to take back the children, Uncle Ranny?"
"That’s the crux of the whole matter, Alicia. I don’t know. But if he
does, he’ll have a right to do so, of course; they are his."
"Oh, oh!" and her hands flew up to her face in a gesture of poignant
despair. "Turn them over to such a man! Is that the way the world’s
arranged?"
I smiled gloomily. I saw that there was no need of comment upon the
arrangement of the world. This girl young in her teens understood it as
well as any one.
"Then I’d have to go, too," she uttered hoarsely with a dry sob of
bitterness in her throat.
"Not necessarily," I interposed.
"Oh, yes, I should," she insisted doggedly, as though driving something
painful into her flesh. "But it doesn’t matter about me. But, Uncle
Ranny, you won’t—you can’t give them up! They’re all so happy here.
Little Jimmie and Laura and Randolph! What chance would they have of
growing up fine—away from you—-with a man like that? You won’t let them
go—you won’t, you won’t! Oh, it would be horrible, horrible!" she ended
passionately.
"Listen, my dear," I tried to calm her. "I had no wish to harrow your
feelings. I told you because you love the children—and we must face all
this together. I shall want your help, your support." She flashed a
sweet look mingled of pride and gratitude.
"After all you—have been through," she murmured incoherently. "But why
don’t you do this, Uncle Ranny!" and with the quick transition possible
to youth, she was again alive, eager, excited, this little fellow
conspirator of mine. "Why don’t you let him come here and live right in
this house for a while? We’ll be awfully crowded," she ran on with
flushed energy, "but we’ll find room for him. And let’s be awfully nice
to him—and believe everything he says. Then we could watch him, and I
just know we’ll find out whether he’s all right or not!"
I laughed at her enthusiasm.
"You forget, Alicia," I informed her, "that even if he shouldn’t prove
all right, he is still the father of those children."
"I don’t care," she returned stoutly. "If he’s bad and sees that we see
he’s bad, he wouldn’t have the face to take them away from here. Even a
bad father wants his children to be all right!"
"And how in the world do you know that, you astounding infant?"
"Oh, I know!" with a triumphant laugh, "At the Home—some fathers brought
their children and cried—one of them did—because he was so bad he didn’t
think he was fit to have a child near him. I had tiptoed into the
matron’s office, and I heard him!"
"Perhaps he didn’t want to support the brat," I scoffed to cover up my
wonder.
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