“Well, it’s good that you’ve quarrelled with her,” said the girl,
approvingly, “for she would have turned your head. She is a vile
creature; she is a coquette, even worse than that. Oh, what things I
know about her!”
“She’s not at all a vile creature,” said Foma, morosely. “And you don’t
know anything about her. You are all lying!”
“Oh, I beg your pardon!”
“No. See here, Luba,” said Foma, softly, in a beseeching tone, “don’t
speak ill of her in my presence. It isn’t necessary. I know everything.
By God! She told me everything herself.”
“Herself!” exclaimed Luba, in astonishment. “What a strange woman she
is! What did she tell you?”
“That she is guilty,” Foma ejaculated with difficulty, with a wry smile.
“Is that all?” There was a ring of disappointment in the girl’s
question; Foma heard it and asked hopefully:
“Isn’t that enough?”
“What will you do now?”
“That’s just what I am thinking about.”
“Do you love her very much?”
Foma was silent. He looked into the window and answered confusedly:
“I don’t know. But it seems to me that now I love her more than before.”
“Than before the quarrel?”
“Yes.”
“I wonder how one can love such a woman!” said the girl, shrugging her
shoulders.
“Love such a woman? Of course! Why not?” exclaimed Foma.
“I can’t understand it. I think, you have become attached to her just
because you have not met a better woman.”
“No, I have not met a better one!” Foma assented, and after a moment’s
silence said shyly, “Perhaps there is none better.”
“Among our people,” Lubov interposed.
“I need her very badly! Because, you see, I feel ashamed before her.”
“Why so?”
“Oh, in general, I fear her; that is, I would not want her to think ill
of me, as of others. Sometimes I feel disgusted. I think--wouldn’t it
be a great idea to go out on such a spree that all my veins would start
tingling. And then I recall her and I do not venture. And so everything
else, I think of her, ‘What if she finds it out?’ and I am afraid to do
it.”
“Yes,” the girl drawled out thoughtfully, “that shows that you love her.
I would also be like this. If I loved, I would think of him--of what he
might say...”
“And everything about her is so peculiar,” Foma related softly. “She
speaks in a way all her own. And, God! How beautiful she is! And then
she is so small, like a child.”
“And what took place between you?” asked Lubov.
Foma moved his chair closer to her, and stooping, he lowered his voice
for some reason or other, and began to relate to her all that had taken
place between him and Medinskaya. He spoke, and as he recalled the words
he said to Medinskaya, the sentiments that called forth the words were
also awakened in him.
“I told her, ‘Oh, you! why did you make sport of me?’” he said angrily
and with reproach.
And Luba, her cheeks aflame with animation, spurred him on, nodding her
head approvingly:
“That’s it! That’s good! Well, and she?”
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