Then the woman raised her head from the pillow, looked into Foma’s face
and lay down again, saying:
“You are musing too much. Look out--no good will come of it to you.
I cannot tell you anything about yourself. It is impossible to say
anything true about a man. Who can understand him? Man does not know
himself. Well, here, I’ll tell you--you are better than others. But what
of it?”
“And in what way am I better?” asked Foma, thoughtfully.
“So! When one sings a good song--you weep. When one does some mean
thing--you beat him. With women you are simple, you are not impudent to
them. You are peaceable. And you can also be daring, sometimes.”
Yet all this did not satisfy Foma.
“You’re not telling me the right thing!” said he, softly. “Well, I don’t
know what you want. But see here, what are we going to do after they
have raised the barge?”
“What can we do?” asked Foma.
“Shall we go to Nizhni or to Kazan?”
“What for?”
“To carouse.”
“I don’t want to carouse any more.”
“What else are you going to do?”
“What? Nothing.”
And both were silent for a long time, without looking at each other.
“You have a disagreeable character,” said Sasha, “a wearisome
character.”
“But nevertheless I won’t get drunk any more!” said Foma, firmly and
confidently.
“You are lying!” retorted Sasha, calmly.
“You’ll see! What do you think--is it good to lead such a life as this?”
“I’ll see.”
“No, just tell me--is it good?”
“But what is better?”
Foma looked at her askance and, irritated, said:
“What repulsive words you speak.”
“Well, here again I haven’t pleased him!” said Sasha, laughing.
“What a fine crowd!” said Foma, painfully wrinkling his face. “They’re
like trees. They also live, but how? No one understands. They are
crawling somewhere. And can give no account either to themselves or to
others. When the cockroach crawls, he knows whither and wherefore he
wants to go? And you? Whither are you going?”
“Hold on!” Sasha interrupted him, and asked him calmly: “What have you
to do with me? You may take from me all that you want, but don’t you
creep into my soul!”
“Into your so-o-ul!” Foma drawled out, with contempt. “Into what soul?
He, he!”
She began to pace the room, gathering together the clothes that were
scattered everywhere. Foma watched her and was displeased because she
did not get angry at him for his words about her soul. Her face looked
calm and indifferent, as usual, but he wished to see her angry or
offended; he wished for something human from the woman.
“The soul!” he exclaimed, persisting in his aim. “Can one who has a soul
live as you live? A soul has fire burning in it, there is a sense of
shame in it.”
By this time she was sitting on a bench, putting on her stockings, but
at his words she raised her head and sternly fixed her eyes upon his
face.
“What are you staring at?” asked Foma.
“Why do you speak that way?” said she, without lifting her eyes from
him.
“Because I must.”
“Look out--must you really?”
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