“One is a convict, utterly ruined; the other, a drunkard. I have little
hope in him. My daughter, to whom, then, shall I leave my labour before
my death? If I had but a son-in-law. I thought Foma would become a man
and would be sharpened up, then I would give you unto him, and with you
all I have--there! But Foma is good for nothing, and I see no one else
in his stead. What sort of people we have now! In former days the
people were as of iron, while now they are of india-rubber. They are all
bending now. And nothing--they have no firmness in them. What is it? Why
is it so?”
Mayakin looked at his daughter with alarm. She was silent.
“Tell me,” he asked her, “what do you need? How, in your opinion, is it
proper to live? What do you want? You have studied, read, tell me what
is it that you need?”
The questions fell on Lubov’s head quite unexpectedly to her, and she
was embarrassed. She was pleased that her father asked her about this
matter, and was at the same time afraid to reply, lest she should
be lowered in his estimation. And then, gathering courage, as though
preparing to jump across the table, she said irresolutely and in a
trembling voice:
“That all the people should be happy and contented; that all the people
should be equal, all the people have an equal right to life, to the
bliss of life, all must have freedom, even as they have air. And
equality in everything!”
At the beginning of her agitated speech her father looked at her face
with anxious curiosity in his eyes, but as she went on hastily hurling
her words at him his eyes assumed an altogether different expression,
and finally he said to her with calm contempt:
“I knew it before--you are a gilded fool!”
She lowered her head, but immediately raised it and exclaimed sadly:
“You have said so yourself--freedom.”
“You had better hold your tongue!” the old man shouted at her rudely.
“You cannot see even that which is visibly forced outside of each man.
How can all the people be happy and equal, since each one wants to be
above the other? Even the beggar has his pride and always boasts of
something or other before other people. A small child, even he wants to
be first among his playmates. And one man will never yield to another;
only fools believe in it. Each man has his own soul, and his own face;
only those who love not their souls and care not for their faces can
be planed down to the same size. Eh, you! You’ve read much trash, and
you’ve devoured it!”
Bitter reproach and biting contempt were expressed on the old man’s
face. He noisily pushed his chair away from the table, jumped up, and
folding his hands behind his back, began to dart about in the room with
short steps, shaking his head and saying something to himself in an
angry, hissing whisper. Lubov, pale with emotion and anger, feeling
herself stupid and powerless before him, listening to his whisper, and
her heart palpitated wildly.
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