“No, I never met Mikhail Shchurov. Well, pardon me for Christ’s sake!”
and rising from the lounge, the pilgrim bowed to Foma and went toward
the door.
“But wait awhile, sit down, let’s talk a little!” exclaimed Foma,
rushing at him uneasily. The pilgrim looked at him searchingly and sank
down on the lounge. From the distance came a dull sound, like a deep
groan, and immediately after it the signal whistle of the steamer
drawled out as in a frightened manner over Foma’s and his guest’s heads.
From the distance came a more distant reply, and the whistle overhead
again gave out abrupt, timorous sounds. Foma opened the window. Through
the fog, not far from their steamer, something was moving along with
deep noise; specks of fantastic lights floated by, the fog was agitated
and again sank into dead immobility.
“How terrible!” exclaimed Foma, shutting the window.
“What is there to be afraid of?” asked the pilgrim. “You see! It is
neither day nor night, neither darkness nor light! We can see nothing,
we are sailing we know not whither, we are straying on the river.”
“Have inward fire within you, have light within your soul, and you shall
see everything,” said the pilgrim, sternly and instructively.
Foma was displeased with these cold words and looked at the pilgrim
askance. The latter sat with drooping head, motionless, as though
petrified in thought and prayer. The beads of his rosary were softly
rustling in his hands.
The pilgrim’s attitude gave birth to easy courage in Foma’s breast, and
he said:
“Tell me, Father Miron, is it good to live, having full freedom, without
work, without relatives, a wanderer, like yourself?”
Father Miron raised his head and softly burst into the caressing
laughter of a child. All his face, tanned from wind and sunburn,
brightened up with inward joy, was radiant with tranquil joy; he touched
Foma’s knee with his hand and said in a sincere tone:
“Cast aside from you all that is worldly, for there is no sweetness
in it. I am telling you the right word--turn away from evil. Do you
remember it is said:
‘Blessed is the man that walketh not in the counsel of the ungodly,
nor standeth in the way of sinners.’ Turn away, refresh your soul with
solitude and fill yourself with the thought of God. For only by the
thought of Him can man save his soul from profanation.”
“That isn’t the thing!” said Foma. “I have no need of working out my
salvation. Have I sinned so much? Look at others. What I would like is
to comprehend things.”
“And you will comprehend if you turn away from the world. Go forth upon
the free road, on the fields, on the steppes, on the plains, on the
mountains. Go forth and look at the world from afar, from your freedom.”
“That’s right!” cried Foma. “That’s just what I think. One can see
better from the side!”
And Miron, paying no attention to his words, spoke softly, as though of
some great mystery, known only to him, the pilgrim:
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