Conduct of life -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Physicians -- Fiction
It was to a physician in the county town he had decided to telegraph,
one whose prestige was gradually widening, and whose reputation had
been built on something trustier than a chance summons to the couch
of a notability. Mary had heard the name before, and she strove to
persuade herself that his view of the case might prove more promising.
The day that had opened so gloomily, however, offered during the
succeeding hours small food for faith. Towards noon the sufferer
became abruptly restless, and the united efforts of doctor and nurse
were required to soothe her. She was fired by a passionate longing to
get up, and pleaded piteously for permission. To "walk about a little
while" was her one appeal, and the strenuousness of the entreaty was
rendered more pathetic by her obvious belief that they refused because
they failed to comprehend the violence of the desire. She endeavoured
with failing energy to make it known, and--prevailed upon to desist at
last--lay back with a look that was a lamentation of her helplessness.
Later, she was slightly delirious and rambled in confused phrases of
her son and her companion--his courtship and Mary's indifference.
The man and the woman sat on either side, of her, but their gaze
no longer met. At the first reference to his attachment Mary had
started painfully, but now by a strong effort her nervousness had been
suppressed, and from time to time she moved to wipe the fevered lips
and brow with a semblance of self-possession. As the daylight waned,
the disjointed sentences grew rarer. Kincaid went down. Except for
the deep breathing, silence fell again, until, as dusk gathered, the
sudden words "I feel much better" were uttered in a tone of restored
tranquillity. Turning quickly, Mary saw that her ears had not deceived
her. The assurance was repeated with a feeble smile; the features had
gained a touch of the cheerfulness that had been so remarkable in the
voice. Soon afterwards the eyes closed in what appeared to be sleep.
Kincaid was striding to and fro in the parlour, his arms locked across
his breast. As Mary ran in, his head was lifted sharply.
"She feels much better," she exclaimed; "she has fallen asleep!"
He stood there, without speaking--and she shrank back with a stifled
cry.
"Oh! I didn't know.... Is it _that_?".
"Yes," he said, scarcely above a whisper. And she understood that what
she had told him was the presage of death.
After this, both knew it to be but a matter of time. The arrival of the
physician served merely to confirm despondence. He pronounced the case
hopeless, and reluctantly accepted a fee to defray the expenses of the
journey.
"I wish we could have met in happier circumstances," he said....
"You've the comfort of knowing that you did everything that could be
done."
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