Conduct of life -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Physicians -- Fiction
"I was in London--didn't you hear?" He was startled into naturalness,
the actor's naive astonishment when he finds his movements are unknown
to anyone. "We had a season at the Boudoir, and opened with _The Cast
of the Die_. It was a frost; and then we put on a piece of Sargent's.
That might have been worked into a success if there had been money
enough left to run it at a loss for a few weeks, but there wasn't.
The mistake was not to have opened with it, instead. And the capital
was too small altogether for a London show; the exes were awful! It
would have been better to have been satisfied with management in the
provinces if one had known how things were going to turn out. Now it's
the provinces under somebody else's management. I suppose you think I
have been rightly served?"
"I don't see that you're any worse off than you used to be."
"Don't you? You've no interest to see. I'm a lot worse off, for I've a
wife and child to keep."
"A child! You've a child?" she said.
"A boy. I don't grumble about that, though; I'm fond of the kid,
although I dare say you think I can't be very fond of anyone. But----
Oh, I don't know why I tell you about it--what do you care!"
They were silent again. The sun, a disc in grey heavens, smeared the
vapour with a shaft of pale rose, and on the water this was glorified
and enriched, so that the stain on the horizon had turned a deep
red. Nearer land, the sea, voluptuously still, and by comparison
colourless, had yet some of the translucence of an opal, a thousand
elusive subtleties of tint which gleamed between the streaks of
darkness thrown upon its surface from the sky. A thin edge of foam
unwound itself dreamily along the shore. A rowing-boat passed blackly
across the crimsoned distance, gliding into the obscurity where sky
and sea were one. To their right the shadowy form of a fishing-lugger
loomed indistinctly through the mist. The languor of the scene had,
in contemplation, something emotional in it, a quality that acted on
the senses like music from a violin. She was stirred with a mournful
pleasure that he was here--a pleasure of which the melancholy was
a part. The delight of union stole through her, more exquisite for
incompletion.
"It's nothing to you whether I do badly or well," he said gloomily. And
the dissonance of the complaint jarred her back to common-sense. "Yet
it isn't long ago that we--good Lord! how women can forget; now it's
nothing to you!"
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