North lit his lamp, which stood ready upon the stone table, and the
yellow light filled the grim place with its soft glow once more--a
pleasantly subdued light which displayed the surrounding niches and the
empty coffin of the late squire, and shone softly upon gilt plate,
handle, and tarnished nail, but lay in an intense ring of brightness
upon the table that bore it and the sawdust around.
The customary portion from the flask was poured out, and swallowed by
the old sexton with a satisfied smack of the lips before he set down the
glass upon a coffin-lid.
"Ha! that's fine, doctor," he said with a loud laugh, as his countenance
puckered into a goblin grin. "Cordial that is. Goes down into a man's
toes and the tips of his fingers, and makes his heart beat. You're a
clever one, doctor--a clever one, that you are. Rouse me up if you want
me. I may go to sleep again--I may go to sleep."
"Yes, yes, I'll call you," said North, as the old man seated himself
once more in his corner with head against the wall, while before the
doctor had settled the shade of his lamp to his satisfaction, a
stertorous snore came from Moredock's corner, accompanied at intervals
by a low moaning gasp.
"How easy to produce death!" said North, in a low voice. "Science gives
us the power to cause that and sleep, which is its semblance, at our
will. Why should it be more difficult to produce life?"
"How many nights is this?" he continued. "Ten, and I seem no nearer--
nay, further away, for--ah!" he ejaculated savagely, "there is that
wretched coward shrinking again."
He shivered and looked hastily round as he drew in his breath hard and
with a curious catch.
"Good heavens! of what am I afraid? The first amputator, the first
explorer into Nature's hidden paths, where she guards her secrets so
religiously--they only felt the same. Have I gone so far only to
hesitate to go further?"
He stood shrinking, with his hand clutching the white cloth spread over
the table, and his eyes fixed on vacancy.
"Am I--an experienced medical man--to be frightened by a shadow? I say
that there is nothing wrong in my researches," he cried passionately, as
if addressing some one in the corner of the vault. "It is for the
benefit of posterity. My experiments upon this vile body here are
right.
"And yet I feel as if I cannot go further," he muttered, with the same
abject shiver attacking him again; "as if I dared not--as if I must
pause, and I have learned so much. I dare not! It is as if the hand of
one's guardian angel were laid upon my breast, and a voice
whispered--`Rash man, pause before it is too late!'"
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