He was so young, and, as it seemed now, the hopes of the past arose once
more before him, the faith in the prizes of fame which he would win, his
love for Leo, and the promises which had led him on.
But so sure as these thoughts assumed form there was another to rise
like a dense cloud of horror and cover everything, as he felt that, come
what might, he would be haunted ever by this unseen presence--the spirit
which he had freed from its envelope of clay--and this could have but
one end.
He felt that he had tried everything. He had forced himself to
calmness, and marked out course after course of treatment such as he
would have prescribed to some poor wretch who had consulted him in such
a case; and when all was still at night he had stolen down to his
surgery, and mingled for his own use sedatives and tonics, but all to no
effect. If anything, his malady increased.
Two days before Salis had gone over to King's Hampton, Cousin Thompson
came once more to his bedroom door, to beg that he would come down and
see his friend.
"It is impossible," he had replied hoarsely.
"But he has come down again, vastly improved by your treatment; and
without you he feels that he would be a dying man. Come, you cannot
refuse."
North held out for a time, and at last gave way, more from the desire of
getting rid of his cousin and the patient than from any wish to repeat
his advice.
"I'll come this time," he said; "but this visit must be final. There
are hundreds of doctors who can advise the man better than I."
"Doubtless," said Cousin Thompson; "but that is not the point. There is
not one in any of those hundreds in whom my poor friend will have the
faith that he has in you."
The argument was unanswerable.
"I will be down in a few minutes," North said; and trying hard to master
the nervous feeling which came over him, and wondering whether he could
get through the interview without some absurd utterance, he drew aside
the blind to accustom his eyes once more to the light.
It was some moments before he could face it, and then he looked
despairingly at the wan, haggard face before him in the glass.
He shrank from it at first, but looked again and again, without the
feeling of horror that had pervaded him before. His countenance was
changed, and terribly wan and drawn; eyes and cheeks were sunken, so
that the former seemed set in deep, cavernous holes; but as he gazed he
did not seem to dread the sound of mocking laughter, or of some strange
utterance which he could not control, and proceeded to make himself
somewhat more presentable for those below.
"And they come to me for help," he muttered, "who want it more than any
man on earth."
As he opened his door he frowned, for he caught sight of the old
housekeeper hastily beating a retreat, and a shiver ran through him as
he felt how he was watched.
But he went on down into the hall, where a low murmur of voices told him
that his visitors were in the drawing-room.
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