He, in his cunning, is taking all the necessary steps, such as a legal
practitioner would know to be necessary, and I am to be carried off on
these men's certificates to some death in life, while my affectionate
Cousin Thompson takes possession here.
"And he could," he mused; "everything has been arranged for him. I am
not mad; I am perfectly sane, but, Heaven knows, I am acting like a
madman--like one possessed. I go always with this terrible shadow
enveloping me, and I cannot shake it off, try how I may.
"What shall I do?
"Salis! No, I cannot tell him. Mr Delton? No, no, no! I could not
speak out. What would they say? They must declare it to be a mania if
I tell them the simple truth, and how dare I confess to having
instituted those experiments on Luke Candlish?
"Was ever man so cursed for his endeavours? I have branded myself as
one who is mad, and I must bear the stigma."
He clenched his fist and glared before him, recalling the scene in his
drawing-room, and burst into a scornful laugh--a laugh so full of savage
anger that he started and looked wildly about him in dread.
He calmed down though in a few minutes, and sat repeating the words that
had passed.
"I must have been blind not to have seen it before," he cried aloud;
"and now what is to follow?"
He looked up at the light shining down through the drawn curtain, and
hurriedly shut it out, to reseat himself and think.
Flight! Yes, he could easily escape from his cousin and his
machinations--the Continent--America--or he might boldly face him, and
prove that the charge of lunacy was without basis.
But how, when he dared not show his face anywhere lest he should betray
himself before his fellow-men?
"It is of no use," he sighed bitterly; "I am conquered and I must
succumb.
"But Cousin Thompson?
"Curse him!" he cried passionately, as he rose and began his old
wild-beast tramp again. "What fate is too bad for such a man? Why did
I not keep my hold when I had him by the throat?"
He stopped short, and in a paroxysm of mental agony threw himself upon a
chair, nerveless, helpless, ready to give up and think that his cousin
was right, and that the sooner he was placed under restraint the better,
or else sought that other way of escape from his troubles.
As he writhed there in his agony, Mrs Milt was coming up the stairs
with a tray covered with a fair white napkin, and on which was a covered
dish exhaling an odour which the old dame had settled in her own mind
would be certain to tempt her master.
"Poor fellow!" she said to herself; "he's half starving himself, and
perhaps I've done wrong in letting him have his own way. I ought to
have gone up and made him eat. He'd have scolded and abused me, but I
should have done him good."
Mrs Milt had nearly reached the room, when she uttered an ejaculation
of horror, and, setting down the tray upon the carpet, ran swiftly back
to close a baize door.
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