"I've been abroad," he explained lamely, "for two years. I'm off
to-morrow to shoot in Scotland. London's beastly. Even my Club's shut
against me!"
Fantine smiled, then she sighed.
"Lucky Pierrot!" She sank down on the nearest chair and with a gesture
invited him to the one beside it. "You will like that--to shoot,
hein?" Again a fit of coughing seized her.
She looked thin, McTaggart thought. He could not harden his heart
against her, with that shadow of death that seemed to hang like a cloud
over her old brilliancy.
"How's the world been treating you?" He spoke gently. It seemed to
him a page torn from a past life, this unexpected meeting with her; the
whole hateful episode a story skimmed through and forgotten.
"The world, mon cher?"--she shrugged her shoulders, "Why, mon Dieu--as
it always treats those whose luck has turned against them!" She gave a
light and mocking laugh.
"I'm sorry." He paused. "Would you care to tell me?"
She gave him a quick grateful glance. Then with a gesture,
unconsciously tinged with a touch of drama, threw back her veil.
McTaggart stared, taken aback.
"Ah! ... you see?" she nodded her head. "I am getting old"--her voice
shook--"and so tired..." the painted lips twisted themselves into a
smile more pitiful than any tears in the thin but still piquante face.
"It's the life, mon cher--this ... gay life! I have burnt the candle
in the middle. No!--you say 'at both wicks'"--her words ended in a
cough.
"You've got a frightful cold, Fantine. Do you think it's prudent
sitting here?"
"Yes--the fresh air does me good--and it can't hurt me ... now,
Pierrot. It's not a cold--it's my chest. I had pneumonia in the
Spring and the wet season completed the trouble. The doctor says I
ought to live in a dry climate--but," she laughed--"I have to earn the
money first--and London is the easiest place."
A silence fell between the pair. McTaggart saw that her neat dress was
shabby, that the hat she wore owed its smartness to the veil and the
way it was posed at the right angle. But, faithful to her ancient
creed, her boots and gloves were immaculate, her dark hair glossy and
waved, and her face delicately painted.
Yet something was gone: the note of youth, the joyous, half-defiant
charm. This was a woman, middle-aged, broken in health but still proud.
"Per'aps you did not learn my trouble? No?"--she glanced up at
him--"The flat was raided by the police. I had to pay a heavy fine.
It was not mine to keep or let; it belonged to a certain ... Monsieur.
But in my name, you understan'? I to take all the risk. And when it
failed he vanished--pouf!" she threw out her hands mockingly--"into
thin air, as you say. And I was left ... dans le potage!
"It was not soup you could drink, Pierrot, like Monsieur Auguste's
'pot-au-feu'--and ... one eats to live--or at least those do who can't
afford to live to eat! An' so I had to start again, with a very slim
capital--the furniture ... a few jewels..."
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