"Of course not." Jill spoke with the certainty of youth--"though
Heaven always sounds such a dreadfully dull place! That 'Heaven' I
mean of the 'goody-goody' people, with no work to do but only eternal
rest. I don't see the use of all we learn here if spiritual experience
dies with the body. It's such a waste of power and so unlike Nature.
Why--even the trees, you know, after centuries, turn into coal!" She
drew a deep breath. "That's always so comforting! When I get the
blues and feel afraid of death I like to look at the fire and believe
that nothing's lost ... it all goes on, forward in the Scheme."
"That's true." McTaggart's hand tightened on hers. "Bethune--over
there"--he lowered his voice--"was talking the other day--we're great
pals, you know--he's a chap you _can_ talk to, awfully sane--and we'd
got on to religion and how it's broken up into rival camps and endless
confusion--and he said: 'I haven't any particular creed and I don't go
to Church, but ... it's just like this. I've always felt the
Almighty's been so awfully good to me--he's cast my lot in very
pleasant places, and given me health and strength and a jolly good
time. It seems a dirty trick to doubt what He's planned, when He sees
fit to shift me from this old Earth.'"
"I like that. How nice!" Jill nodded her head. "It does sound rather
like ingratitude; and, now one comes to think of it, it is cheek to
question the future after this lovely world. Look at that sky there
and those little pink clouds!"
She spoke simply, with no lack of reverence, but rather that deeper one
needing no outward show.
Silence fell between the pair as the car scudded on: that truest proof
of minds in perfect sympathy.
The distant hills were veiling themselves in a violet haze, and in the
high hedgerows the birds were still. Away to the right a deep blue
line showed the river flowing along to London and the sea.
Jill broke the spell first, with a little sign to attract his attention.
"I'm sure I hear music--a long way off. There!" She bent her head,
straining forward. "It's a band down in the valley. How funny at this
hour!--and right away from everywhere!"
"Territorials, perhaps."
McTaggart listened too.
"We're about midway, I should say, between Henley and town."
For Jill's letter with the news of Roddy's return--the school having
broken up through a sudden epidemic--had suggested this outing in
Bethune's car on one of his rare Saturdays of holiday. They had gone
to see the Cambridge crew practice for the boat race and lunched at
Henley, a merry quartette.
Jill's letter!--McTaggart's mind swung off at a tangent. He felt a
new-born gratitude to his schoolgirl friend. Had it not been for this
and Fantine's want of tact--(he could see her now holding the letter to
her breast)--he must have stumbled headlong into the trap.
He felt again heart-sore at the betrayal.
"We're getting nearer," said Jill. "I don't think it's a band."
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