The Manager of the B. & A.: A NovelKester, Vaughan
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The Manager of the B. & A.: A Novel
Kester, Vaughan
American fiction; Railroad stories
Early as he was, he found, as he had anticipated when he started out,
that Ryder was ahead of him. The editor was lounging on the Emorys'
porch with the family. He had dined with them.
As Dan approached he caught the sound of Constance's voice. There was
no other voice in Antioch which sounded the same, or possessed the
same quality of refinement and culture. His heart beat with quickened
pulsations and his pace slackened. He paused for an instant in the
shadow of the lilac-bushes that shut off the well-kept lawn from the
street. Then he forced himself to go on. There was no gain in deferring
his sentence; better have it over with. Yet when he reached the gate
he would gladly have passed it without entering had it not been that he
never abandoned any project simply because it was disagreeable. He had
done too many disagreeable things not to have outlived this species of
cowardice.
The instant he saw him, the doctor rose from his seat on the steps and
came quickly down the walk. There was no mistaking the cordiality he
gave his greeting, for he intended there should be none. Mrs. Emory,
too, took pains that he should feel the friendliness of her sentiment
towards him. Constance, however, appeared embarrassed and ill at ease,
and Dan's face grew very white. He felt that he had no real appreciation
of the changed conditions since his father's story had become public
property. He saw it made a difference in the way his friends viewed him.
He had become hardened, and it had been impossible for him to foresee
just how it would affect others, but to these people it was plainly a
shock. The very kindliness he had experienced at the hands of the doctor
and Mrs. Emory only served to show how great the shock was. In their
gracious, generous fashion they had sought to make it easy for him.
Oakley and the editor did not speak. Civility seemed the rankest
hypocrisy under the circumstances. A barely perceptible inclination
of the head sufficed, and then Ryder turned abruptly to Miss Emory and
resumed his conversation with her.
Dan seated himself beside the doctor on the steps. He was completely
crushed. He hadn't the wit to leave, and he knew that he was a fool for
staying. What was the good in carrying on the up-hill fight any longer?
Courage is a fine quality, no doubt, but it is also well for a man to
have sense enough to know when he is fairly beaten, and he was fairly
beaten.
He took stock of the situation. Quite independent of his hatred of the
fellow, he resented Ryder's presence there beside Constance. But what
was the use of struggling? The sooner he banished all thought of her
the better it would be for him. His chances had never been worth
considering.
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