The Manchester ManBanks, G. Linnaeus (George Linnaeus), Mrs.
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The Manchester Man
Banks, G. Linnaeus (George Linnaeus), Mrs.
Manchester (England) -- Fiction
It was for Augusta _now_, she who had been taught by her very husband’s
taunts and sneers to think upon the true man she had set aside, to
think of him daily and hourly with rapidly strengthening attachment,
and think of him as one who had dropped her from the book of his
life for ever. Her whole thought was how could she become worthy the
love of such a man; yet every day and hour the fear pressed heavily
upon her that the quiet virtues of Ellen had driven her out of his
heart altogether. Of all her guests he was the one most welcome, most
desired, but he was the one she received with most reserve, the one
whose stay was briefest, whose visits fewest. “Business” appeared to
have more imperative claims on him than when he had his way to make;
and Augusta, whose sables had long since been cast aside, seemed to
wear them on her heart. The vivacity which had never wholly forsaken
her in all her trials, forsook her now—she grew listless and melancholy.
Meanwhile Captain Richard Chadwick had come home on half-pay to
brighten up the somewhat dull house in George Street, and comfort the
old folk—to say nothing of astonishing Sim and Nelly, with his long
yarns and adventures. Sim always spent part of his vacations with
Mr. Clegg, who well paid back to Bess all her early care of him. He
indulged the boy’s craving for books and pencils, first implanted by
himself and in which he saw the dawn of his future career. That which
in his own case had been repressed and subordinated to trade and
money-making, should not be so checked in that boy; and old Simon, to
whom the lad appeared a marvel, never ceased to pride himself on his
forecast in pronouncing Jabez a “Godsend.”
It was during the second summer of her widowhood, when Augusta
accompanied her mother (not a whit the less stately than of yore)
to Carr Cottage for the first time since her attempted elopement,
that the feeling of all she had cast from her, and all that she had
brought upon herself, all that might have been, and now never would
be, pressed heaviest upon her. She had gone thoughtfully over the old
ground, had trod the nettle-grown Lovers’ Walk, and sat down on the
open window-ledge at the stair-foot as once before, and wept tears of
penitent bitterness. How long she sat there she could not tell; she
was weeping for a life lost and a love rejected. As once before, the
voice of Jabez (whom she imagined eighteen miles away) broke upon her
solitude, but now it thrilled through her.
There was a light touch upon her shoulder.
“Mrs. Aspinall?”
She shuddered.
“Oh! don’t call me by that name—_here!_” broke from her, imploringly.
“What name shall I call you by?” half wonderingly; then in a lower
semi-smothered tone of entreaty—“Augusta?”
Lower sank her head in her hands; but there was no answer save her
sobs. It was thus he had addressed her there once before.
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