The Manchester Rebels of the Fatal '45Ainsworth, William Harrison
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The Manchester Rebels of the Fatal '45
Ainsworth, William Harrison
Great Britain -- History -- George II, 1727-1760 -- Fiction; Jacobite Rebellion, 1745-1746 -- Fiction
All possible reparation for the great wrong done him shall be made
to my nephew. I hereby restore him all the estates and property of
which he has so long been deprived, and I implore his forgiveness.
Let it not be imagined that the possession of the property and
title has brought me happiness! Since I have committed this
terrible crime, peace has been a stranger to my breast. My
slumbers have been disturbed by fearful dreams, and when sleep has
fled from my pillow my brother's angry shade has appeared before
me, menacing me with eternal bale for the wrong done to his son.
Sometimes another phantom has appeared--the shade of the sweet
lady who died of grief for the loss of her infant.
Though I was thus wretched, and life had become a burden to me, my
heart was hardened, and I still clung tenaciously to the lands and
title I had so wickedly acquired. Though they brought me nothing
but misery I could not give them up. I recoiled with terror from
the scaffold that awaited me if I avowed myself a robber and a
murderer, for my hands were red with the blood of Bertha, the
wretched nurse.
But my conduct was not altogether ill, and I trust that the little
good I have done may tell in my favour. I had consigned my nephew
to the care of strangers, but I watched over him. I supplied all
his wants--educated him as a gentleman--and made him a liberal
allowance.
It was my intention to have greatly increased the allowance, so as
in part to restore my ill-gotten gains. But this was not to be.
Heaven had other designs, and mine were thwarted.
For reasons that seemed good to me, though interested in the
cause, I forbade my nephew to join the rising in favour of the
House of Stuart; but he heeded not my counsel.
Suddenly, when I least expected it, discovery of my crime seemed
imminent. From some information he had privily received, the
prince's suspicions were awakened, and he commanded me to appear
before him, and answer certain questions he meant to put to me in
the presence of my nephew and my daughter.
From such a terrible ordeal as this I naturally shrank. Death
appeared preferable. But before putting an end to an existence
that had long been a burden to me, I resolved to make all the
atonement in my power for my evil deeds. With that intent have I
come here.
In the ebony cabinet standing in the library, which contains all
my private papers and letters, will be found incontestable
evidences that my nephew is entitled to the estates, and that he
is, in fact, the long-lost Conway Rawcliffe.
'Tis meet I should die at Rawcliffe, and in the very room where
the crime was committed.
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