The Manhattaners: A Story of the HourVan Zile, Edward S. (Edward Sims)
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The Manhattaners: A Story of the Hour
Van Zile, Edward S. (Edward Sims)
Manhattan (New York, N.Y.) -- Fiction
How could she explain to him her feelings in the matter? His very youth
made it difficult. It would be so easy for him to misunderstand her.
At that moment she felt that she was years older than this man whose
birthday was in the same month as her own. And in his presence it
was harder to make the sacrifice she had determined upon than it had
appeared to be an hour before. She looked up at him shyly. His face had
grown pale and the smile had died away from his lips. A woman never
knows how much she really cares for a man until she is obliged to ask
of him a great renunciation for her sake. It is in the nature of a
generous and affectionate woman to confer favors, not to plead for them.
The silence in the room had grown embarrassing. She turned and almost
impatiently struck a few sombre chords on the piano. She feared that he
would see the tears that had gathered in her eyes.
Richard arose and walked to the farther end of the room, then turned
and approached her. Her golden-brown hair, the whiteness of her neck,
and the rounded outlines of her shoulders thrilled him with mingled
delight and despair. He was vaguely conscious of the fact that this
woman was asking of him a sacrifice that he would find it hard to make.
He understood her well enough to realize that in his own inherent
generosity she was placing a confidence that demanded on his part
both reticence and renunciation. She had said that she was sorry that
they were to be companions on an ocean voyage. Feverishly his mind
endeavored to grasp the full significance of her words. He could not
at that moment weigh them in all their bearings, but it was enough
that she had expressed regret at the coincidence that had turned their
faces toward Europe at the same moment. It would be cruel, unnecessary,
to make her explain herself more fully. One thought overshadowed all
others in his mind. If she did not care for him,--why should he mince
words?--did not love him, she would not admit that she was sorry that
he was to be by her side for so long a time. She had confessed to him
that the shadow of self-distrust was on her soul. He could not ask for
more. All men may be selfish, but at a great crisis there are those who
can be chivalric.
Richard reseated himself and looked at her mournfully.
“You have a favor to ask of me,” he ventured after a time.
She turned and glanced at him, with a gleam of merriment in her
changeful eyes.
“You sometimes seem to me to have clairvoyant power,” she remarked.
“Yes, I have a request to make--but it seems so selfish of me! It is
the hardest thing I ever had to do.”
He arose and stood looking down into her face.
“Please don’t feel that it is difficult,” he said gently. “I think I
know what you would ask. If you wish, I will put off my departure until
Saturday. No, don’t thank me. I shall find my reward in the thought
that--that”--
He hesitated, and she raised her face until their eyes met. He bent
toward her.
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