The Manoeuvring Mother (vol. 3 of 3)Bury, Charlotte Campbell, Lady
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The Manoeuvring Mother (vol. 3 of 3)
Bury, Charlotte Campbell, Lady
English fiction -- 19th century
"Fear not," replied Mrs. Spottiswoode, kneeling by her bed-side, and
clasping Julia's hands in her own, "fear not, my companion and friend!
I will be with you, and my counsel and affection shall support you.
Think no more of the past, but hope every thing from the future: forget
all that has occurred, and look around you, upon the friends of your
youth, all prepared to welcome and cherish you, dearest Julia."
"I wish I _could_ forget--I wish I could struggle, and burst the bonds
which destroy my tranquillity, Penelope! I wish I could wipe away
remembrances which will embitter my existence, and which have shortened
the days of my youth, and multiplied my sorrows--how I wish I _could_
forget!"
Mrs. Spottiswoode signed to Christobelle to withdraw, and she retired
into the dressing-room. Penelope continued kneeling, and embracing the
hands of her complaining friend.
"Julia, open your heart to your old favourite, and remember there was a
time when we never concealed a thought from each other's knowledge."
Julia gasped and trembled.
"Julia, your friend has guessed the struggles you have endured, and
your flight has increased her love and high respect, if it could allow
an increase. It is not every ill-used wife--it is not every desolate
heart--that could have flown from Neville." Julia's hands became cold
as marble in Mrs. Spottiswoode's grasp, and she turned her face from
her friend's gaze in terror.
"Julia," continued Mrs. Spottiswoode, "by every recollection of our
childhood passed together--by the tenderness which ever existed
between us, and by our attachment, which has survived absence and
silence, open your heart to your poor Penelope! It is only known to
Chrystal and myself, that your temptations have been severe, and your
virtue severer still. It is to our bosoms alone that your confessions
have been made, Julia; and we love, with a deeper feeling of esteem,
the virtues we could not emulate under the same trial. Do not speak in
humility to _us_--do not fear to boast of the victory over your own
heart!"
"Have I then been delirious, Penelope? Have I spoken of him in
bitterness? Have I said any thing of Ennismore in anger? I have no
anger towards him. He was but weak and devoted to his mother. My father
cautioned me! I have no excuse, Penelope. How anxiously my father
cautioned me, and how stupidly I rejected the caution!"
"You were young, Julia; you could not suspect an artful and
cold-hearted woman!"
"So we say, when a parent's anxiety has been scoffed at, and we are
crushed by a dreadful experience. I knew my father's indulgence--I knew
his fears for my happiness--yet I turned to listen to the dictates of a
wretched ambition. Oh, my mother, my mother, _you_ sacrificed me!"
Julia sank upon the pillow from which she had risen with a strong
effort, and continued, in faltering accents--"Penelope, did I mention
another name? If I did, have mercy on me, and forbear to judge your
friend! You do not know how I have striven to do right!"
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