And though the inexorable changing of the seasons brought with it new
concerns and dangers, he resolved this day to feel some small
satisfaction in his victory over the Cold World. Perhaps victory was
not the right word, since the primal elements knew no intelligence, and
felt no pain. Still.....
Sylviana came out to join him on the ledge, which through the softening
snow, was once more discernible as the same from which she had first
surveyed the confines of her new existence, and the untamable world that
was to be the only home of her adulthood. Putting her hand through
Kalus' arm and nestling against him, both felt emotion stir inside
them, as sleeping dreams and fears alike, awoke to the possibilities of
the coming Spring.
The two looked at each other. And without speaking, both knew that the
mountains they had been forced to climb were too high, the valleys they
had endured, too abysmal and black. Somehow a quieter space must be
found, where they could rest and recover their spirits, and climb no
higher feeling than gentle warm affection and peace. Such, at least,
was their desire.
'I miss the tiger,' said Kalus quietly. 'I knew he would have
to go. But still.'
'I miss Akar,' she began. Then suddenly striking upon the heart
of her emotions. 'I miss my FATHER.' Tears welled in her eyes.
'He never knew, because I didn't. . .how much I loved him.' She
lowered her head and cried silently. 'How could I have been such a
fool?'
Feeling awkward, for all their time together, he gently took her hand
and rubbed it. For a time neither spoke. Then he said sincerely.
'If there is a God, he knows now.'
She looked up at him, so grateful, then embraced him with all the
mingled love and sorrow for persons and places forever lost, and others
found. He held her warmly, and after a time he added.
'At least the season is mild and safe. Perhaps the safest of the
year. We will be free to move about with less worry.'
'And a month from now?' she could not help asking. Then she
looked up quickly, hoping she had not repaid his kindness unfairly.
'It's all right,' he said, knowing her enough by now to read
this in her face. 'In a month I will think of something else. I ask
only this: that you don't punish yourself for what is gone, and what
can never be..... Don't worry for the future, at least today.'
'All right.' She turned toward him, taking both his hands in hers.
'Did I ever tell YOU, Kalus? That I love. . .you?' She looked
into his eyes, her spirit naked before him.
'Yes, my sweet Sylviana. Though you never said the words like this,
you told me many times. You showed me.' He struggled. 'You know
that I would die for you---' She put a finger to his lips.
'Live for me, instead.' And they quietly embraced.
A moment later, Sylviana saw beyond his shoulder the outline of what
appeared to be a stalking predator. The image yet unresolved through
her tears, it dropped slinking down into the gorge.
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