This was too much for Kalus. The chair on which he sat flew backward
and the sword leapt from its sheath, in the upward swing knocking hard
against the bottom of the table. Jolted, the company turned to face
him, as to contain his animal passion he took a step backward and
breathed heavily. But the tip of his sword he pointed at the leader in
a rage, saying with disciplined fire.
'LET HER GO.'
But none were more startled, or dismayed, than Sylviana. 'Kalus!'
she demanded, as if he were an errant child. 'Put the sword away.
Can't you see these people mean us no harm? This man was a friend of
my father's. And of mine.'
He stood pale in the artificial light, his limbs trembling and his mind
confused. He lowered the sword, and slowly realized that he had been a
fool, and disgraced them both. He hung his head, and colored with
shame.
'I'm sorry. I don't understand these things..... I am a wild,
foolish man. But when you touched my woman---'
He looked up quickly, to find his worst fears confirmed. Sylviana had
winced at being called his woman. He felt a part of himself dying.
Perhaps he overreacted, but it was what he truly felt.
'I am a fool. I will leave you.' But a firm voice broke him off,
that of Kataya, the Oriental.
'NO,' she said. 'Don't ever apologize for who and what you
are. Ever.' He looked up to see her standing. 'Commander
Stenmark, and Sylviana, too, must share the blame for this.' There
was a note of reproach in her voice, though she had not intended it.
'You reacted in the way your world has taught you, a world that none
of us can know, and in which there is no shame. You are welcome among
us, and you will stay.'
There was an awkward silence. Then the Commander, who was in fact their
leader, remembered himself and spoke reassuringly, voicing perhaps the
sentiments of all.
'She's right, young man. God help us, she's always right.'
With this the tension faded. The doctor, who to this point had been
lenient with his patient, now called her visit to an end.
'You, young lady,' he said in paternal tones, 'Are supposed to
be in bed. As for the rest of you gawkers,' he added with mock
severity, 'We can put Kalus under the microscope tomorrow, and then
heaven help him! You're in a colony of scientists, my boy, and
you'll get no rest until we're as bored with you as we are with
each other. Enough now! Break up this little party or I'll come up
with a new vaccine and inject you where you sit. Literally.'
With this, chuckling, responding in kind, the company began to disperse
to the various huts. The Commander approached Kalus, shook his hand,
and apologized personally, while the hill-man repeated his own
contrition.
At last, looking down, Kalus found himself seated at the table alone,
his thoughts as dark and empty as the place itself. Sylviana had been
ashamed of him. ASHAMED. As if the past meant nothing, had never
happened.
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