Though neither of the newcomers could know it, the remark was neither
light nor haphazard. The doctor was testing the waters for a
procreation problem which struck much closer to home. And though lost
in the swirl of double meanings, Kalus realized nonetheless that despite
including several couples (he had no word for married'), there
were no children among company. He looked first to Kataya, whose
expression in return was almost angry, then to McIntyre, who nodded
gently. Sylviana would not even look at him.
'Hell, kids,' said the doctor at length, 'I might as well just
tell you.' He set down the potted plants he was working on (from
which he hoped to make new medicines), and pulled an end chair toward
them. Then seating himself like an ancient storyteller, he bade Kalus
and Sylviana to sit at his feet. To this only Kalus consented, the two
women still exchanging poison glances. But if this was the audience to
which he must speak, then speak he would, torn as his own feelings were
by the animosity of the two young women, secretly heartened as he
realized that Kataya's scorn must be the result of physical stirrings
for Kalus---as strong and healthy a sire as he could wish.
'Of the seven male crew members of the Virgo, four came out of
suspension sterile.' At this blunt beginning Sylviana gasped, sensing
perhaps what was to come.
'Yes,' resumed McIntyre. 'Of the three still capable of
producing living sperm. . .myself not included,' he added somewhat
wistfully, 'None are married, or even much attached to a woman still
in healthy child-bearing years. They can't father a child,' he
explained for Kalus' benefit. 'An unforeseen side-effect of so
long a period of physiological inactivity. We have no children, as
I'm sure you've noticed, and unless we can overcome our natural
timidity and social taboos, we never will.'
He looked again toward the lovely Oriental, trying to gauge what should
and should not be said. But lost in her own bitterness, she could give
him no sign. So he sighed, and said simply.
'Kataya and I had hoped that perhaps Ishmael..... But he's gone
now, and who knows if we'll ever see him again, or even if his
chromosomes would match.'
'Ishmael will come back,' answered Kalus seriously, the
doctor's words largely lost on him, but wanting to ease Kataya's
pain. 'Once a man has touched his own soul through another, there is
nothing else in life that matters.' And not understanding the effect
that this would have, he looked not at Sylviana, of whom he was
speaking, but to Kataya, by way of explanation and reassurance.
At this Sylviana let out a wordless execration, threw down the sheet she
was mending, and stormed off . Kalus followed in sudden fear.
'I did not mean---' he said desperately, but found her door
slammed and bolted in his face. In confusion he returned to the doctor,
imploring.
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