'They're gone,' he said somberly, 'Along with all of
Scandinavia, my home..... A huge rift opened between them and the
mainland, here, and swallowed them like Atlantis. I watched it happen,
day by day, year by year. And Sweden. It was one of the saddest
experiences of my life. To watch the destruction of that beautiful
land, from which my ancestors set out in many-oared galleys, practically
rowing themselves, when the winds weren't favorable, all the way to
northern Canada, centuries before Columbus. When I think of the courage
and determination that must have taken, to brave the storms and chilling
waters. All lost, the chain of humanity broken forever, ending with me,
in the grim twilight of a futile existence.'
He forgot his own emotions as he found the young girl collapsed upon his
chest, sobbing like a frightened child. After a moment's hesitation,
in which he saw that restraint would be tantamount to cruelty, he put
his arm around her and brought her close, kissed her forehead and said
gently. 'Don't cry, little Sylvie (the name he had heard her
father use those many years before). It's over now.'
'But it's not over,' she said wretchedly. 'It's not.
And if you only knew what I was going to do. You'd hate me.
You'd never speak to me again. It's too awful..... And I
don't WANT to. I don't want to.'
He waited for her to become quieter. 'The only thing I couldn't
forgive, and that I don't understand, is why you keep punishing
yourself. The way you've withdrawn, and won't let anyone close to
you. Especially Kalus.' He knew from the hurt look she gave him that
he had struck upon the heart of her unhappiness. 'Or is it him
you're trying to punish?'
'You don't understand,' she said weakly. And she would have
told him, and perhaps have found in his wisdom a way to let go, and
renounce the evil thing that she proposed. But at that moment she heard
a voice outside the open door.
'I thought I saw her go into the library,' answered McIntyre to an
unknown questioner. She stiffened, quickly wiped the tears from her
eyes. Kataya knocked lightly, then entered.
'Hello, Commander. Am I disturbing you? I'd hoped to speak with
Sylviana.' There was no animosity in her voice. If anything, it was
softened and conciliatory. 'Would it be all right?'
Though the question had been directed to Stenmark, Sylviana felt the
intrusion keenly, as if she had received yet another slight from this
woman, who continued to encroach upon her most intimate acquaintances.
'Anything you have to say to me,' she replied without turning,
'You can say in front of the Commander.'
Stenmark began to rise diffidently, but she took his arm and would not
let him, unsure herself if she wanted his strength to lean upon, or
simply did not wish to grant anything so personal to the woman who had
hurt her so badly.
'Really, Sylviana, maybe I should go.' But the childlike anguish
he saw in the honest look she gave him, made him turn instead with a
sigh.
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