A large wolf entered, looking black, and bared its yellow fangs.
Another stood guard outside as the earth parted to admit the terrible
and magnificent bastard, Shar-hai. He entered, silent as death, and
lifted the living cub and set it gently, almost lovingly, in a corner.
Kamela never once moved, or changed her expression as they came closer,
snarling sadistically.
They raped her, as he struggled to break free. Only then it was no
longer Kamela, but Sylviana they raped, and the face of Shar-hai became
human as it tore at her. He struggled desperately and called her name
as Smith and Rawlings pinned him to the floor. BUT THEY'RE MY FRIENDS!
He cried out to her with heart-crushing passion, as the sound of it
filled his ears, and woke him.
*
He lay on his back, wet with sweat, unable to remember. He threw off
the sleeping bag which now seemed to him a coffin, or a mummy's wrap.
He tried to shake off the dream, but the images of Kamela's rape had
never left him, and those of Sylviana as the victim transferred
themselves with terrifying ease. His own reality, as it returned to
him, seemed far less real. And it came as no surprise as he recognized
the human face of Shar-hai. It was William, his teeth like knives.
The sun was climbing: she would be awake. But this was only an
afterthought, as he ran toward the compound. He threw open the first
door, then the second, and burst into the room he had never seen. She
was there, half dressed, seeming but a continuation of the dream from
which he felt he had not woken. For there was no waking from the truth.
'Sylviana,' he pleaded, closing the door while she glared at him.
'You must not see William today. I have seen a terrible vision. And
I know, as I have always known..... He will rape you, and try to hurt
you! Perhaps he will even (the thought was unendurable), KILL you.'
She forced herself to finish dressing calmly, as he forced himself not
to touch her. But as she tried to walk past him as if he did not exist,
he could contain himself no longer. He seized her by the arms, and both
lost control.
'You can't go to him!' he shouted. 'I won't LET you.'
And his hands were like claws. Then they softened, along with his eyes,
and he all but begged her. 'PLEASE.'
'Take your hands off me!' she cried, breaking free with a terrible
strength of her own. 'Don't you touch me, ever!' He drew back
from her, trembling.
'Haven't you punished me long enough?' he said. 'I am
SORRY. For this. For everything. I am in agony; is that what you
wanted? But I am also afraid for you, mortally afraid. In some things
you are still very naive. You can't see, no one can see, what he
will do to you! But I know the look in his eyes, because I have seen it
before. It stood in front of me in the arena, at no greater distance
than the length of my sword---'
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