He felt the cold wind rushing past. The door was open. She was in
danger. He stood with difficulty and made his way towards her, holding
on through the dizziness that sought to rob his will. He stood beside
her, leaning heavily against the door-frame, and stared out into the
night. She had regained her rationality, and now looked down upon a
wounded and half-starved predator.
Pity stirred at last in Kalus' heart, as if a sign had been given and
understood. There was no time to question, or debate whether his own
life was worth saving. Here was a creature, young and without guilt,
who would die if he did not act.
'Sylviana. Help me carry him in.'
'Are you all right?' She looked hard at him, and he answered
honestly.
'I'm not the one who matters now. Will you help me?'
She nodded vaguely and together they lifted the tiger as best they
could, bringing it inside. Though fully six feet long, in its ravaged
condition it couldn't have weighed more than two hundred pounds. But
it was limp, lifeless weight, and the best they could manage was to lay
it just inside the barrier.
'It's all right,' Kalus panted, head down. 'This is a snow
tiger. He won't need much more heat than this. It's more the
mangled leg, and starvation.' He looked across at the woman-child,
and perceived for the first time the dismal state into which she herself
had fallen, a malady of the mind, which had then spread to the body.
He felt ashamed, and frightened, and glad all at once. He was needed,
and his desire to live had somehow returned from its shallow grave,
embodied in the weakened, but far from dead creature at his feet.
And his own body, he knew from deepest instinct, was not yet ready to
surrender. On the contrary, it had made a small recovery. The two-day
fast and stubborn, death-like sleep had emptied his throbbing
intestines, and given his natural defenses time to adapt and regain some
measure of their innate strength. He was still very sick, but maybe
now.....
The words, 'Forgive me,' played upon his lips but had an empty,
useless feel. He went to the door, closed it, and though cold and
aching he said to her. 'Please don't lose hope. I'm going to
make it all right for us, somehow. Some way. You stood by me these
past days, and I..... You are a woman. I will earn your trust, and
repay my debt in full. I am yours.'
He embraced her and asked her to lie down in his bed. He then wrapped
the buffalo robe around him, tended the fire, and brought her food and
water. 'Sleep,' he told her. 'In comfort and in peace. I
feel a little stronger, but I will do nothing foolish. I must tend the
tiger's wounds, and if Akar returns with meat, feed us both. Then
you and I will sleep together. I love you. Be well in your heart.'
He shook off all emotions of weakness and sorrow, and set out to do what
must be done.
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