Kalus returned to the gorge as the sky grew dark and ominous. There was
no sign of the tiger, and his own time in the cold had been devoured.
He shivered and coughed in the growing wind, and the voices of caution
would not be gainsaid. The rules of this new affliction he had learned
the hard way. The rules of the Cold World he knew by heart. And as he
lingered a moment, straining his senses for any sight or sound, even the
cub seemed anxious, looking about it and at the threatening sky.
'All right,' he said gruffly, as much to the nameless as to
anyone. 'Chase me back into my hole again. Tomorrow I'll be
back.' He gained the ledge, and the doorway beyond.
Sylviana greeted him with an embrace that surprised him. He had not
expected it, for one thing, and had forgotten how much this simple
contact was worth. And he remembered too, for all the day's
frustrations, his deep affection for her. If only he could bring them
all to some safe place.....
'Are you well?' he asked her.
'Well enough, now. I don't like the look of that sky, though, or
the sudden drop in temperature. I'm worried about Akar.'
'And I for the tiger. He's gone off, you know.'
'Yes. I'm sorry.'
He shrugged his shoulders unconvincingly. 'There's nothing I can
do about it now. I couldn't make him a prisoner.'
He took off his warm wrappings, refitted the one-piece garment, then sat
down on the steps of the altar and began sharpening his sword. But all
at once he cast away the whet-stone, a hard and bitter edge on all his
features.
'It's not fair,' he said. 'I wanted him to live..... I
wanted him to be my friend.'
Sylviana studied him wordlessly, touched and taken back, as ever, by the
power of his primal emotions. And when he looked up at her, she saw
again the restless and hungry expression that so haunted her. She
turned away, drawn to him as on a chain, yet afraid. Why did he move
her so?
'I didn't want to lose Akar, either. Sometimes if you love
someone, you have to let them go.' Now it was she who was
unconvincing. And all at once, he wanted her.
Kalus rose, all his sorrows and reawakened desires now focused with
total singularity upon the object, the living being of his love. He
moved closer, and took her by the shoulders, and turned her towards him.
There was nothing else in all the world.
'I want to make love to you.'
He kissed her, and stripped away the barriers between them, and touched
her with the roots of his being, overflowing like a well-spring upon the
earth. She had not the strength to resist him, and soon lost all desire
to do so. He led her to his bed, and together they breathed deeper air
than they had for many days.
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