Philip was vanquished, and he knew it, but he was not daunted, he was
not distressed. To have resisted the self-abandonment of Kate's love
would have been monstrous. Therefore, he had done no wrong, and there
was nothing to be ashamed of. But when he reached Ballure he did not
dash into Auntie Nan's room, according to his wont, though a light
was burning there, and he could hear the plop and click of thread and
needle; he crept upstairs to his own, and sat down to write a letter. It
was the first of his love letters.
“I shall count the days, the hours, and the minutes until we meet again,
my darling, and I shall be constantly asking what time it is. And seeing
we must be so much apart, let us contrive a means of being together,
nevertheless. Listen!--I whisper the secret in your ear. To-morrow night
and every night eat your supper at eight o'clock exactly; I will do
the same, and so we shall be supping in each other's company, my little
wife, though twenty miles divide us. If any body asks me to supper,
I will refuse in order that I may sup with you. 'I am promised to a
friend,' I'll say, and then I'll sit down in my rooms alone, but you
will be with me.”
Tingling with delight, he wrote this letter to Kate, though less than
an hour parted from her, and went out to post it. He was going upstairs
again, steadily, on tiptoe, his head half aside and his face over his
shoulder, when Auntie Nan's voice came from the blue room--“Philip!”
He returned with a sheepish look, and a sense, never felt before, of
being naked, so to speak. But Auntie Nan did not look at him. She was
working a lamb on a sampler, and she reached over the frame to take
something out of a drawer and hand it to him. It was a medallion of a
young child--a boy, with long fair curls like a girl's, and a face like
sunshine.
“Was it father, Auntie?”
“Yes; a French painter who came ashore with Thurlot painted it for
grandfather.”
Philip laid it on the table. He was more than ever sure that Auntie Nan
had heard something. Such were her tender ways of warning him. He could
not be vexed.
“I'm sleepy to-night, Auntie, and you look tired too. You've been
waiting up for me again. Now, you really must not. Besides, it limits
one's freedom.”
“That's nothing, Philip. You said you would come home after calling on
the poor Deemster, and so----”
“He's in a bad way, Auntie. Drink--delirium--such a wreck. Well, good
night!”
“Did you read the letters, dear?”
“Oh, yes. Father's letters. Yes, I read them. Good night.”
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