“Did you ever dream I wouldn't?” she said. Her face was a smile, her
voice was an eager whisper.
“I have something to say to you, Kate--it is something serious.”
“Is it so?” she said. “So very serious?”
She was laughing and blushing together. Didn't she know what he was
going to say? Didn't she guess what this serious something must be? To
prolong the delicious suspense before hearing it, she pretended to be
absorbed in the things about her. She looked aside at the sea, and up
at the banks, and down at the little dubbs of salt water as she skipped
across them, crying out at sight of the sea-holly, the anemone, and
the sea-mouse shining like fire, but still holding to Philip's arm and
bounding and throbbing on it.
“You must be quiet, dear, and listen,” he said.
“Oh, I'll be good--so very good,” she said. “But look! only look at the
white horses out yonder--far out beyond the steamer. Davy's putting on
the coppers for the parson, eh?”
She caught the grave expression of Philip's face, and drew herself up
with pretended severity, saying, “Be quiet, Katey. Behave yourself.
Philip wants to talk to you--seriously--very seriously.”
Then, leaning forward with head aside to look up into his face, she
said, “Well, sir, why don't you begin? Perhaps you think I'll cry out. I
won't--I promise you I won't.”
But she grew uneasy at the settled gravity of his face, and the joy
gradually died off her own. When Philip spoke, his voice was like a
cracked echo of itself.
“You remember what you said, Kate, when I brought you that last letter
from Kimberley--that if next morning you found it was a mistake------”
“_Is_ it a mistake?” she asked.
“Becalm, Kate.”
“I am quite calm, dear. I remember I said it would kill me. But I was
very foolish. I should not say so now. Is Pete alive?”
She spoke without a tremor, and he answered in a husky whisper, “Yes.”
Then, in a breaking voice, he said, “We were very foolish Kate--jumping
so hastily to a conclusion was very foolish-it was worse than foolish,
it was wicked. I half doubted the letter at the time, but, God forgive
me, I _wanted_ to believe it, and so----”
“I am glad Pete is living,” she said quietly.
He was aghast at her calmness. The irregular lines in his face showed
the disordered state of his soul, but she walked by his side without
the quiver of an eyelid, or a tinge of colour more than usual. Had she
understood?
“Look!” he said, and he drew Pete's telegram from his pocket and gave it
to her.
She opened it easily, and he watched her while she read it, prepared for
a cry, and ready to put his arms about her if she fell. But there was
not a movement save the motion of her fingers, not a sound except
the crinking of the thin paper. He turned his head away. The sun was
shining; there was a steely light on the firs, and here and there a
white breaker was rising like a sea-bird out of the blue surface of the
sea.
“Well?” she said.
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