When the first shock of Kate's disaster was over, he remembered the
interview with the Governor. The Deemstership burnt in his mind with
a growing fever of desire, but he did not apply for it. He did not
even mention it to Auntie Nan. She heard of his prospects from Peter
Christian Balla-whaine, who first set foot in her house on this errand
of congratulation. The sweet old soul was wildly excited. All the hopes
of her life were about to be realised, the visions and the dreams were
coming true. Philip was going to regain what his father had lost. Had he
made his application yet? No? He would, though; it was his duty.
But Philip could not apply for the Deemstership. To sit down in cold
blood and write to the Home Secretary while Kate was lying sick in bed
would be too much like asking the devil's wages for sacrificing her.
Then came Pete with his talk of the wedding. That did not really alarm
him. It was only the last revolution of the old wheel that had been set
spinning before Pete went away. Kate would not consent. They had taken
her consent for granted. He felt easy, calm, and secure.
Next came his old master, the college friend of his father, now promoted
to the position of Clerk of the Polls. He was proud of his pupil, and
had learnt that Philip was first favourite with the Governor.
“I always knew it,” he said. “I did, ma'am, I did. The first time I set
eyes on him, thinks I, 'Here comes the makings of the best lawyer in the
island,' and by ------ he's not going to disappoint me either.”
The good fellow was a noisy, hearty, robustious creature, a bachelor,
and when talking of the late Deemster, he said women were usually the
chief obstacles in a man's career. Then he begged Auntie Nan's pardon,
but the old lady showed no anger. She agreed that it had been so in some
cases. Young men should be careful what stumbling-blocks they set up in
the way of their own progress.
Philip listened in silence, and was conscious, through all the unselfish
counselling, of a certain cynical bitterness. Still he did not make
application for the Deemstership. Then came Cæsar's letter announcing
the marriage, and even fixing a date for it. This threw him into a fit
of towering indignation. He was certain of undue pressure. They were
forcing the girl. It was his duty to stop the marriage. But how? There
was one clear course, but that course he could not take. He could not go
back on his settled determination that he must not, should not marry the
girl himself. Only one thing was left--to rely on Kate. She would never
consent. Not being able to marry _him_, she would marry no man. She
would do as he was doing--she would suffer and stand alone.
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