Philip had been in torment--first the torment of an irresistible hatred
of Kate. He knew that this hatred was illogical, that it was monstrous;
but it supported his pride, it held him safe above self-contempt in
being present at the wedding. When the carriage drew up at the church
gate, and he helped Kate to alight, he thought she looked up at him as
one who says, “You see, things are not so bad after all!” And when she
turned her face to him at the beginning of the service, he thought
it wore a look of fierce triumph, of victory, of disdain. But as the
ceremony proceeded and he observed her absent-ness, her vacancy, her
pathetic imbecility, he began to be oppressed by an awful sense of her
consciousness of error. Was she taking this step out of pique? Was she
thinking to punish him, forgetting the price she would have to pay?
Would she awake to-morrow morning with her vexation and vanity gone,
face to face with a hideous future--the worst and most terrible that
is possible to any woman--that of being married to one man and loving
another?
Faugh! Would his own vanity haunt him even there? Shame, shame! He
forced himself to do the duty of a best man. In the vestry he approached
the bride and muttered the conventional wishes. His heart was devouring
itself like a rapid fire, and it was as much as he could do to look
into her piteous eyes and speak. Struggle as he might at that moment, he
could not put out of his heart a passionate tenderness. This frightened
him, and straightway he resolved to see no more of Kate. He must be fair
to her, he must be true to himself. But walking behind her up the path
strewn with flowers from the church door to the gate, the gnawings of
the worm of buried love came on him again, and he felt like a man who
was being dragged through the dirt.
XXIII.
Four saddle-horses, each with its rider seated and ready, had been
waiting at the churchyard gate, pawing up the gravel. The instant the
bride and bridegroom came out of the church the horses set off for
Cæsar's house at a furious gallop. Kate and Pete, Cæsar, Grannie, and
Nancy, with the addition of Philip and Parson Quiggin, returned in the
covered carriage.
At the turn of the road the way was blocked by a group of stalwart girls
out of the last of the year's cornfields. With the straw rope of the
stackyard stretched across, they demanded toll before the carriage would
be allowed to pass. Pete, who sat by the door, put his head out and
inquired solemnly if the highway women would take their charge in silver
or in kind--half-a-crown apiece or a kiss all round. They laughed, and
answered that they saw no objection to taking both. Whereupon Pete,
whispering behind his hand that the mistress was looking, tossed into
the air a paper bag, which rose like a cannon-ball, broke in the air
like a shell, and fell over their white sun-bonnets like a shower.
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