Mrs. Gorry came in to lay the supper, and then Kate recovered herself.
She got back her power of laughter, and laughed at everything. He was
not deceived. “She loves me still,” said the voice of his heart. He
hated himself for the thought, but it haunted him with a merciless
persistence. He remembered the evening of the wedding-day, and the
imploring look she gave him on going away with Pete; and he returned to
the idea that she had been married under the compulsion of her father,
Cæsar, the avaricious hypocrite. He told himself it would be easy to
kindle a new fire on the warm hearth. As she laughed and he looked into
her beautiful eyes and caught the nervous twitch of her mouth, he felt
something of the old thrill, the old passion, the old unconditioned love
of her who loved him in spite of all, and merely because she must. But
no! Had he spent six months abroad for nothing? He would be strong; he
would be loyal. If need be he would save this woman from herself.
At last Kate lit a candle and said, “I must show you to your room.”
She talked cheerily going upstairs. On the landing she opened the door
of the room above the hall, and went into it, and drew down the blind.
She was still full of good spirits, said perhaps he had no night-shirt,
so she had left out one of Pete's, hoped he would find it big enough,
and laughed again. He took the candle from her at the threshold, and
kissed the hand that had held it. She stood a moment quivering like a
colt, then she bounded away; there was the clash of a door somewhere
beyond, and Kate was in her own room, kneeling before the bed with
her face buried in the counterpane to stifle the sobs that might break
through the walls.
Under all her lightness, in spite of all her laughter, the old
tormenting thought had been with her still. Should she tell him? Could
he understand? Would he believe? If he realised the gravity of the awful
position in which she was soon to be placed, would he make an effort to
extricate her? And if he did not, would not, could not, should not she
hate him for ever after? Then the old simple love, the pure passion,
came hack upon her at the sight of his face, at the touch of his hand,
at the sound of his voice? Oh, for what might have been--what might have
been!
Pete's Nickey came into harbour with the morning tide, and the three
breakfasted together. As Kate moved heavily in front of the fire, Pete
crowed, cooed, and scattered wise winks round the table.
“More milk, mammy,” he whimpered, and then he imitated all kinds of baby
prattle.
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