Three weeks later, Pete took his wife home in Cæsar's gig. Everything
was the same, as when he brought her, save that within the shawls with
which she was wrapped about the child now lay with its pink eyelids
to the sky, and its fiat white bottle against her breast. It was a
beautiful spring morning, and the young sunlight was on the sallies of
the Curragh and the gold of the roadside gorse. Pete was as silly as
a boy, and he chirped and croaked all the way home like every bird and
beast of heaven and earth. When they got to Elm Cottage, he lifted his
wife down as tenderly as if she had been the babe she had in her arms.
He was strong and she was light, and he half helped, half carried her to
the porch door. Nancy was there to take the child out of her hands, and,
as she did so, Pete, back at the horse's head, cried, “That's the
last bit of furniture the house was waiting for, Nancy. What's a house
without a child? Just a room without a clock.”
“Clock, indeed,” said Nancy; “clocks are stopping, but this one's for
going like a mill.”
“Don't be tempting the Nightman, Nancy,” cried Pete; but he was full of
childlike delight.
Kate stepped inside. The fire burned in the hall parlour, the fire-irons
shone like glass, there were sprigs of fuchsia-bud in the ornaments on
the chimneypiece--everything was warm and cheerful and homelike. She sat
down without taking off her hat. “Why can't I be quiet and happy?” she
thought. “Why can't I make myself love him and forget?”
But she was like one who traversed a desert under the sea--a vast
submerged Sahara. Over her head was all her life, with all her love
and all her happiness, and the things around her were only the ghostly
shadows cast by them.
IX.
The more Kate realised that she was in the position of a bad woman, the
more she struggled to be a good one. She flew to religion as a refuge.
There was no belief in her religion, no faith, no creed, no mystical
transports, but only fear, and shame, and contrition. It was fervent
enough, nevertheless. On Sunday morning she went to The Christians, on
Sunday afternoon to church, on Sunday evening to the Wesleyan chapel,
and on Wednesday night to the mission-house of the Primitives. Her
catholicity did not please her father. He looked into her quivering
face, and asked if she had broken any commandment in secret. She turned
pale, and answered “No.”
Pete followed her wherever she went, and, seeing this, some of the baser
sort among the religious people began to follow him. They abused each
other badly in their efforts to lay hold of his money-bags. “You'll
never go over to yonder lot,” said one. “They're holding to election--a
soul-destroying doctrine.” “A respectable man can't join himself to
Cowley's gang,” said another. “They're denying original sin, and aren't
a ha'p'orth better than infidels.”
Pete took the measure of them all, down to the watch-pockets of their
waistcoats.
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