The lamp had given up its last gleam with the puff of wind from the
window, and, save for the slumbering fire, all was dark within the
house. He hardly dared to drop to his feet for fear of treading on
something. When he was at last in the middle of the floor he stood with
legs apart, struck another match, held the light above his head, and
looked down and around, like a man in a cave.
There was nothing. The child, awakened by the draught of the night air,
began to cry from the cradle. He took it up and hushed it with baby
words of tenderness in a breaking voice. “Hush, bogh, hush! Mammie will
come to it, then. Mammie will come for all.”
He lit a candle and crept through the house, carrying the light about
with him. There was no sign anywhere until he came to the bedroom, when
he saw that the hat and cloak of Kate's daily wear had gone. Then he
knew that he was a broken-hearted man. With a cry of desolation he
stopped in his search and came heavily downstairs.
He had been warding off the moment of despair, but he could do so no
longer now. The empty house and the child, the child and the empty
house; these allowed of only one interpretation. “She's gone, bogh,
she's left us; she wasn't willing to stay with us, God forgive her!”
Sitting on a stool with the little one on his knees, he sobbed while the
child cried--two children crying together. Suddenly he leapt up. “I'm
not for believing it,” he thought. “What woman alive could do the like
of it? There isn't a mother breathing that hasn't more bowels. And she
used to love the lil one, and me too--and does, and does.”
He saw how it was. She was ill, distraught, perhaps even--God help her
I--perhaps even mad. Such things happened to women after childbirth--the
doctor himself had said as much. In the toils of her bodily trouble,
beset by mental terrors, she had fled away from her baby, her husband,
and her home, pursued by God knows what phantoms of disease. But she
would get better, she would come back.
“Hush, bogh, hush, then,” he whimpered tenderly. “Mammie will come home
again. Still and for all she'll come back.”
There was the click of a key in the lock, and he crept back to the
stool. Nancy came in, panting and perspiring.
“Dear heart alive! what a race I've had to get home,” she said, puffing
the air of the night.
She was throwing off her bonnet and shawl, and talking before looking
round.
“Such pushing and scrooging, you never seen the like, Kirry. Aw, my best
Sunday bonnet, only wore at me once, look at the crunched it is! But
what d'ye think now? Poor Christian Killip's baby is dead for all. Died
in the middle of the rejoicings. Aw, dear, yes, and the band going
by playing 'The Conquering Hero' the very minute. Poor thing! she was
distracted, and no wonder. I ran round to put a sight on the poor soul,
and----why, what's going wrong with the lamp, at all? Is that yourself
on the stool, Kirry? Pete, is it? Then where's the mistress?”
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