“'Cæsar's at it still, going through the Bible same as a
trawl-boat, fishing up the little texes. The Dempster's
putting a sight on us reg'lar, and you're not forgot at him
neither. 'Deed no, but thinking of you constant, and
trusting you're the better for laving home-----'
... Going too fast, am I? So I'm bating you at last, eh?”
A cold perspiration had broken out on Philip's forehead, and he was
looking up with the eyes of a hunted dog.
“Am I to--must I write that?” he said in a helpless way.
“Coorse--go ahead,” said Pete, puffing clouds of smoke, and laughing.
Philip wrote it. His hand was now stiff. It sprawled and splashed over
the paper.
“'As for myself, I'm a sort of a grass-widow, and if you
keep me without a wife much longer they'll be taxing me for
a bachelor.'”
Pete put his pipe on the mantelpiece, cleared his throat repeatedly, and
began to be afflicted with a cough.
“'Glad to hear you're coming home soon, darling (_cough_).
Dearest Kirry, I'm missing you mortal (_cough_), worse nor
at Kimberley (_cough_). When I'm going to bed, 'Where is she
to-night?' I'm saying. And when I'm getting up, 'Where is
she now?' I'm thinking. And in the dark midnight I'm asking
myself, 'Is she asleep, I wonder?' (_Cough, cough_.) Come
home quick, bogh; but not before you're well at all.'
... Never do to fetch her too soon, you know,” he said in a whisper over
Philip's shoulder, with another nudge at his elbow.
Philip answered incoherently, and shrank under Pete's touch as if he had
been burnt. The coughing continued; the dictating began again.
'“I'm keeping a warm nest for you here, love. There'll be a
welcome from everybody, and nobody saying anything but the
good and the kind. So come home soon, my true lil wife,
before the foolish ould heart of your husband is losing
him'----”
Pete coughed violently, and stretched his neck and mouth awry. “This
cough I've got in my neck is fit to tear me in pieces,” he said. “A
spoonful of cold pinjane, Nancy--it's ter'ble good to soften the neck.”
Nancy was nodding over the cradle--she had fallen asleep.
Philip had turned white and giddy and sick. For one moment an awful
impulse seized him. He wanted to fall on Pete; to lay hold of him, to
choke him. The consciousness of his own inferiority, his own duplicity,
made him hate Pete. The very sweetness of the man sickened him. He could
not help it--the last spark of his self-pride was fighting for its life.
Then in shame, in remorse, in horror of himself and dread of everything,
he threw down the pen, caught up his hat, shouted “Good night” in a
voice like the growl of a beast in terror, and ran out of the house.
Nancy started up from a doze. “Goodness grazhers!” she cried, and the
cradle rocked violently under her foot.
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