“She loves me! She loves me! She loves me!” The words sang in Philip's
ears like a sweet tune half the way back to Ballure. Then he began to
pluck at the brambles by the wayside, to wound his hand by snatching
at the gorse, and to despise himself for being glad when he should have
been in grief. Still, he was sure of it; there was no making any less of
it. She loved him, he was free to love her, there need be no hypocrisy
and no self-denial; so he wiped the blood from his fingers, and crept
into the blue room of Auntie Nan.
The old lady, in a dainty cap with flying streamers, was sitting by
the fireside spinning. She had heard the news of Pete as Philip passed
through to Sulby, and was now wondering if it was not her duty to
acquaint Uncle Peter. The sweet and natty old gentlewoman, brought up in
the odour of gentility, was thinking on the lines of poor Bridget, Black
Tom when dying under the bare scraas, that a man's son was his son in
spite of law or devil.
She decided against telling the Ballawhaine by remembering an incident
in the life of his father. It was about Philip's father, too; so Philip
stretched his legs from the sofa towards the hearth, and listened to the
old Auntie's voice over the whirr of her wheel, with another voice--a
younger voice, an unheard voice--breaking: in at the back of his ears
when the wheel stopped, and a sweet undersong inside of him always,
saying, “Be sensible; there is no disloyalty; Pete is dead. Poor Pete!
Poor old Pete!”
“Though he had cast your father off, Philip, for threatening to make
your mother his wife, he never believed there was a parson on the island
would dare to marry them against his wish.”
“No, really?”
“No; and when Uncle Peter came in at dinner-time a week after and said,
'It's all over,' he said, 'No, sir, no,' and threw down his spoon in
the plate, and the hot broth splashed on my hand, I remember. But Peter
said, 'It's past praying for, sir,' and then grandfather cried, 'No, I
tell you no.' 'But I tell you yes, sir,' said Peter. 'Maughold Church
yesterday morning before service.' Then grandfather lost himself, and
called Peter 'Liar,' and cried that your father couldn't do it. 'And,
besides, he's my own son after all, and would not,' said grandfather.
But I could see that he believed what Uncle Peter had told him, and,
when Peter began to cry, he said, 'Forgive me, my boy; I'm your father
for all, and I've a right to your forgiveness.' All the same, he
wouldn't be satisfied until he had seen the register, and I had to go
with him to the church.”
“Poor old grandfather!”
“The vicar in those days was a little dotty man named Kissack, and it
was the joy of his life to be always crushing and stifling somebody,
because somebody was always depriving him of his rights or something.”
“I remember him--the Cockatoo. His favourite text was, 'Jesus said, then
follow Me,' only the people declared he always wanted to go first.”
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