It was hard--it was terrible. Now that he was free to love the girl, he
realised what it meant to love her. Nevertheless he was young, and he
rebelled, he fought, he would not deliberate, The girl conquered in his
heart that night, and he lay down to sleep.
But next morning he told himself, with a shudder, that it was lucky he
had gone no farther. One step more and all the evil of his father's
life might have been repeated in his own. There had been nothing said,
nothing done. He would go to Sulby no more.
XIV.
That mood lasted until mid-day, and then a scout of the line of love
began to creep into his heart in disguise. He reminded himself that he
had promised to go on Sunday, and that it would be unseemly to break off
the acquaintance too suddenly, lest the simple folks should think he had
borne with them throughout four years merely for the sake of Pete. But
after Sunday he would take a new turn.
He found Kate dressed as she had never been before. Instead of the loose
red bodice and the sun-bonnet, the apron and the kilted petticoat, she
wore a close-fitting dark green frock with a lace collar. The change was
simple, but it made all the difference. She was not more beautiful, but
she was more like a lady.
It was Sunday evening, and the “Fairy” was closed. Csesar and Grannie
were at the preaching-house, Nancy Joe was cooking crowdie for supper,
and Kate and Philip talked. The girl was quieter than Philip had ever
known her--more modest, more apt to blush, and with the old audacity of
word and look quite gone. They talked of success in life, and she said--
“How I should like to fight my way in the world as you are doing! But a
woman can do nothing to raise herself. Isn't it hard? Whatever the place
where she was born in, she must remain there all her days. She can see
her brothers rise, and her friends perhaps, but she must remain below.
Isn't it a pity? It isn't that she wants to be rich or great. No, not
that; only she doesn't want to be left behind by the people she likes.
She must be, though, and just because she's a woman. I'm sure it's so in
the Isle of Man, anyway. Isn't it cruel?”
“But aren't you forgetting something?” said Philip.
“Yes?”
“If a woman can't rise of herself because the doors of life are locked
to her, it is always possible for a man to raise her.”
“Some one who loves her, you mean, and so lifts her to his own level,
and takes her up with him as he goes up?”
“Why not?” said Philip.
Kate's eyes beamed like sunshine. “That is lovely,” she said in a low
voice. “Do you know, I never thought of that before! If it were my case,
I should like that best of all. Side by side with him, and he doing all?
Oh, that is beautiful!”
And she gazed up with a timid joy at the inventive being who had thought
of this as at something supernatural.
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