Anne looked with humorous sympathy at Effie. “That’s men all over, isn’t
it?” she said. “They’re fond of calling women talkers, but a man’s not
happy till a thing’s been put in words. Me and your sister understand
each other now.”
“I’m not quite certain that I do,” said Effie.
“Well, maybe you’re right,” conceded Anne. “It’s a fact that I told Sam
last night I was coming round here to give you a piece of my mind, and I
don’t notice that I’m doing it. The need seemed to go when I set eyes
on you, and I’m pretty full of a thing I want to do, only I’ve not quite
got the face to ask.”
“What is it, Mrs. Branstone?”
“I want to kiss you, lass,” said Anne.
Dubby Stewart had for the second time that day the impression that women
talked, so to speak, in hieroglyphics.... There seemed to be a kind
of feminine shorthand to which only women held the key, and he did not
understand the sudden softening of Ellie’s face nor her quick response.
And he did not know why, when Anne kissed her, Effie said, “No, no,” nor
why Anne said, “It isn’t no. It’s yes.” A kiss, it seemed, had various
meanings.
Anne in effect had conveyed to Effie that she thanked her and, more, she
honoured her. Effie denied that she merited honour and Anne maintained
that she did.
“Aye,” said Anne, “he’s had two dips in the lucky-bag and he’s drawn a
prize this time. It’s more than any man deserves, but we’ll not grudge
it Sam, will we, Effie?” And to Dubby the thing took on a fresh
aspect of bewilderment. If that meant anything, it meant that Anne was
welcoming a daughter. Didn’t the woman know that Sam was married?
“I’ve grudged him nothing,” Effie said.
Anne meditated that, then looked at Effie with a touch of what was, for
her, shyness. “You’ve grudged him nothing,” she disagreed, “except your
pride in giving up. And you can do it, you can give up, but Sam’s nobbut
a man, and they’re a weak flesh, men. He looks the shadow of himself,”
she exaggerated resolutely.
“Does he?” said Effie anxiously, and Anne nodded a sombre face. “What do
you want me to do, Mrs. Branstone?”
“I want you to give up giving up. Sam said a thing to me last night.
He said you’d make him find salvation. Well, happen; but what’s certain
sure is that you made him find love. He’s found it, lass, and he mustn’t
lose it, and he will if you leave things where they are. He’s trying
to do a thing that isn’t, possible. He’s trying to live aside of Ada,
loving you. He’ll try to love her for the love of you, and kiss her,
telling himself he’s kissing you, and it will not be you; and the love
he tries to bring her will turn to loathing in his heart. And what’ll
happen then, when love goes sour within him? Eh, lass, you took yon lad
to heaven and you’re sending him to hell.”
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