She looked viciously at him. “If you do that again, I shall leave the
room,” she said.
“I’m sorry, my dear,” he said, although, really, it was a pleasant
threat; but when he did it again, it was through pure absent-mindedness,
and he was terribly distressed at his selfishness when Ada flung out
of the room. He had the feelings of a child put in a corner as a
punishment, and to relieve them he took snuff again. She heard him from
the stair, and heard him immediately afterwards poking the fire; and she
thought the loathsome self-absorption of men and their utter callousness
to the anguish of sensitive women were proved beyond the possibility
of doubt. She threw herself on the bed in her old room, alone in a
friendless world.... The bed had a warm eiderdown.
Peter poked the fire because it needed poking. It often did. The grate
was one of those labour-making contrivances which must be periodically
cleared of ash if the fire is to burn at all, and it was rarely cleared.
The woman who “did for” Peter, did for him badly, and he was at the age
when a man needs artificial warmth: a gaunt, shrunk figure as neglected
as his house. Small wonder that, apart from his attachment to St.
Mary’s, he was still a curate. They had considered him for the living
when his vicar moved some years ago, they had considered the little
circle of rich parishioners who made an oasis of civilization in that
savage place, and they had decided that Peter lacked the social graces.
They had seen his mittens, his unfinished coat... they had seen him eat
an orange: and he remained a curate.
The fire was gone beyond the reach of his unscientific poking. That,
too, often happened with a man who had the habit of standing by his
bookshelf reading gluttonously, with his austere person frozen into a
grotesque attitude, some book which he had not the patience to carry to
the fireside: and he was now upon his knees making pathetically clumsy
efforts to revitalize the flame when his inefficient housekeeper opened
the door and showed Anne into the room.
It eased the situation for them both. Anne indeed, was nervous, so
nervous that she had walked three times past the door before she pulled
the bell. She had a befitting awe of the priest, and a tremendous
respect for the man. At Effie’s, because the circumstances there were
tense, it had seemed an easy thing to come to Peter’s, but she had
needed to call on her reserves of courage to keep her place on the
doorstep after she had rung the bell.
Now, however, when she came into the room and saw what he was at, she
pushed him gently aside, and took the poker from his hand. She nursed
the fire skilfully; she was with familiar things which gave her back her
confidence.
As to the trouble, she diagnosed it in a moment. “That woman of yours is
a slut,” she said. “And I’ll talk to her before I go. I reckon I’ve the
right, me and you being connections by marriage.”
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