The Duke himself was frightened by the frightened look of Caroline.
"Come, in whom are you disappointed?" he said, resuming the mask of his
tranquil smile. "What is that you have got into your head now? Do you
not see that I worship my brother, that I am in great fear of losing
him, and that, because of the assistance you were to him last night, I
speak to you as if you were my sister? I am very much embarrassed; I
lose my senses, do you see? Urbain is killing himself with work. My
influence over him is not sufficient; he does not want me to inform our
mother of the return of his old disorder. Informing her would be indeed
to agitate her dangerously; infirm as she is, she would be always with
him to watch. At the end of two nights she would succumb to her
exertions. It remains for us two, therefore, to save my brother, without
seeming to do so, without taking the lackeys and chambermaids into our
confidence. That sort of people will always talk. Come, are you a woman
of heart and head as I have persuaded myself that you are? Will you, can
you, dare you, seriously, aid me to nurse him in secret, and watch
alternately with me for several evenings, several nights if necessary,
never leaving him alone an hour, so that even for an hour he cannot
betake himself again to his accursed old books! He needs nothing, I feel
sure, but absolute repose of mind, sufficient sleep, a little walking,
and that he should try to eat. To bring these things about, it requires
the despotic authority--yes, the despotic authority of some one who is
not afraid to go counter to his will--of some devoted heart not easily
moved or harshly immovable, or unseasonably distrustful,--some one who
will bear with his whims if he should have any, and with the impulsive
excesses of his gratitude if such should escape him,--a serious friend,
in a word, who shall have such delicate, intelligent charity for him as
will make him accept and perhaps love his yoke. Well, now, Caroline, you
are the only one here who can be that person. My brother has great
esteem, profound respect, and, I believe, even a sincere friendship for
you. Try to govern him a week, a fortnight, a month perhaps, for if he
could get up to-day he would be here this evening turning over the
leaves of his books and taking notes; if he sleeps again to-night he
will believe himself through with the whole thing, and will not go to
bed at all the next night. You see what task we ought to impose upon
ourselves. As for my part, I am resolved upon it, entirely devoted to
it, but by myself alone I can do nothing. I shall weary him, he will
allow no one but me to see him, and his impatience will neutralize the
effect of my care. With you,--a woman, a voluntary guardian, generous,
firm and tender, patient and resolute, as women only know how to be,--I
will answer for it that he will submit without ill-will, and later, when
all the paroxysms of his disorder are passed, he will bless you for
having thwarted him."
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