"Do not blame me for having taken on myself a double task, and for
having gained, as you put it, two masters in the place of one. With the
Marchioness the task is sacred, and I have an affectionate pleasure in
it; with her son the task is agreeable, and I put into it that kind of
veneration of which I have often told you. I enjoy the idea of having
contributed to his recovery, of having managed to take care of him
without making him impatient, of having gently persuaded him to live a
little more as people ought to live in order to be well. I have even
taken advantage of his passion for study by telling him that his genius
will feel the effects of disease, and that I have no faith in the
intellectual clearness of fever. You have no idea how good he has been
to me, how patiently he has taken rebuke, and how he has even let
himself be scolded by this young-lady sister of yours; how he has
thanked me for my interest in him, and submitted to all my
prescriptions. It has gone so far that at table, even, he consults me
with his eyes as to what he shall eat, and when we go out for a walk he
has no more mind of his own than a child as to the little journey which
the Duke and I insist on making him take. He has a charming disposition,
and every day I discover some new trait in his character. I did think he
was a little whimsical and decidedly obstinate; but, poor fellow! it was
the crisis that was threatening his life. He has, on the contrary, a
gentleness and evenness of temper which is beyond everything; and the
charm of familiar intercourse with him resembles nothing so much as the
beauty, of the waters flowing through our valley, always limpid, always
plentiful, borne along in a strong and even current, never ruffled or
capricious. And to follow out this comparison, I might say that his mind
has also flowery banks and oases of verdure where one can pause and
dream delightfully, for he is full of poetry; and I always wonder how he
has ever subjected the warmth of his imagination to the rigid demands of
history.
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