"Very well! in all this, I like you as much as I admire you," replied
Mlle de Saint-Geneix; "but it strikes me, that with respect to your
marriage, it can all be arranged as it ought, with due regard to your
own wishes and to those of your family. Since they say that Mlle de
Xaintrailles is entirely worthy of you, why, at the moment of assuring
yourself of this, do you say beforehand that it is neither possible nor
probable! This is where I do not comprehend you at all, and where I
doubt if you have any serious or respectable reasons that I could be
brought to accept."
Caroline spoke with a decision which at once changed the resolution of
the Marquis. He was on the point of opening his heart to her at all
hazards; he had felt himself guided onward by a glimmer of hope, of
which she had now deprived him, and he became sad, and seemingly quite
overcome.
"Well, you see," resumed she, "you can find no answer to this."
"You are not wrong," said he; "I had no right to tell you that I should
certainly be indifferent to Mlle de Xaintrailles. I know it myself; but
you cannot be a judge of the secret reasons that give me this certainty.
Let us say no more about her. I expect you to be thoroughly convinced of
my independence and clear conscience in this matter. I would not have a
thought like this remaining in your mind, M. de Villemer is to marry for
money, for position, and for a name. O my friend, never believe that of
me, I beg of you. To fall so low in your esteem would be a punishment
which I have not merited through any fault, by any wrong against you or
against my family. I expect, likewise, that you will not reproach me, if
I should happen to find myself obliged openly to oppose my mother's
wishes with regard to my marriage. I have felt it my duty to tell you
all that justifies me in a pretended eccentricity. Be so good as to
absolve me beforehand if, sooner or later, I have to show her and my
brother that I will give them my blood, my life, my last franc and even
my honor, if need be, but not my moral freedom, not my truth to myself.
No, never! These are my own, these are the only possessions I reserve,
for they come from God, and man has no claim upon them."
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