One day the Marquis came in with a book, and seating himself at the same
table where she was writing, with an air strangely calm and resolved,
asked her permission to work in this room, where it was easier to
breathe than in his little chamber. "That is, on condition," said he,
"that I don't drive you away, for I see quite clearly that you have
avoided me for some days past; don't deny it!" added he, seeing she was
about to reply. "You have reasons for this which I respect, but which
are not well grounded. In speaking of myself as I ventured to do at the
Jardin des Plantes I startled the delicacy of your conscience. You
thought I was going to make you my confidante in some personal project
likely to disturb the peace of my family, and you were unwilling to
become even a passive accomplice in my rebellion."
"Exactly so," replied Caroline, "you have divined my feeling perfectly."
"Now let my words become as if they had never been said," continued
Urbain, calmly and with a firmness that commanded, respect; "I will not
tell you to forget them, but do not dwell on them in any way, I beg, and
never fear my bringing your attachment for my mother into collision with
the generous friendship you have deigned to accord me."
Caroline felt constrained to yield to the power of this frankness. She
did not comprehend all that was passing through the mind of the Marquis,
all that was suppressed behind his words. She thought she must have been
mistaken, that she had felt too much alarm at a fancy he had already
conquered. In her own mind she accepted her friend's promise as a formal
reparation for having caused her a moment of troubled thought, and
thenceforth she found anew the full charm and security of friendship.
They saw each other, then, every day, and even sometimes for long hours
together, in the drawing-room, almost under the eyes of the Marchioness,
who rejoiced to see that Caroline continued to aid the Marquis in his
labors. In fact, she assisted him now only with her memory: having
arranged his documents in the country, he wrote his third and last
volume with admirable swiftness and readiness. Caroline's presence gave
him enthusiasm and inspiration. By her side, he no longer suffered from
doubt or weariness. She had become so indispensable to him that he
confessed his lack of interest in anything when alone. He was pleased to
have her talk to him even in the midst of his work. Far from disturbing
him this dearly loved voice preserved the harmony of his thought and the
elevation of his style. He challenged her to disturb him, he begged her
to read music at the piano, without fear of causing him the least
annoyance. On the contrary, all that made him sensible of her presence
fell on his soul like a pleasant warmth; for she was to him, not another
person moving about near him, but his own mind which he could see and
feel alive before him.
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