The Marchioness took this reply for an audacious falsehood. She flung at
the poor girl one contemptuous look, and for a moment was silent; then
she resumed, "I shall not speak of the Duke; it is entirely useless to
defend yourself on this point."
"I have no complaint to make of him or of his brother," replied
Caroline.
"I suppose not!" said the Marchioness, with a withering smile; "but as
for me, I should have good cause for complaint if you had the
presumption--"
Caroline interrupted the Marchioness with a violence she could not
control. "I have shown no presumption," cried she, "and no one in the
world has a right to speak to me as if I were to blame, or even
ridiculous--Pardon, Madame," added she, seeing the Marchioness almost
frightened by her excitement; "I have interrupted you. I have spoken
rudely. Forgive me. I love you,--I love you so that I would give you my
life willingly. You see why your suspicion hurts me so that I lose my
temper. But I ought to control myself; I will control myself! I see
there is some misunderstanding between us. Be so good as to explain--or
question me. I will answer with all the calmness in my power."
"My dear Caroline," said the Marchioness, more gently, "I do not
question you. I warn you. It is not my intention to condemn you or
sadden you with useless questions. You were mistress of your own
heart--"
"No, Madame, I was not."
"Indeed! Very well, the truth comes out in spite of you," said the
Marchioness, with a return of her ironical disdain.
"No, a hundred times no!" rejoined Caroline, indignantly. "That is not
what I mean. Knowing that a thousand duties, some more serious than
others, forbade me to dispose of it, I have given it to no one."
The Marchioness looked at Caroline with astonishment. "How well she
understands lying!" thought Madame de Villemer. Then she said to herself
that, so far as the Duke was concerned, this poor girl was not obliged
to betray herself; that the feeling she had entertained for him ought to
be regarded just as if it had never been, since, after all, she had made
him no trouble and claimed no rights detrimental to his marriage.
This idea, which had but just occurred to her, suddenly mollified the
rancor of the Marchioness; and when she saw her silence was wounding
Caroline, whose eyes were full of scalding tears, she returned to her
friendship for her, and even to a new kind of esteem.
"My dear little one," said she, extending her hands to her, "forgive me!
I have hurt your feelings; I have explained myself wretchedly. Let us
even admit I was unjust for a moment. In point of fact I understand you
better than you think, and I appreciate your conduct. You are unselfish,
prudent, generous, and wise. If you have chanced--to think more of
certain attentions than was for your own happiness, it is none the less
certain you have always stood ready to make sacrifices on occasion, and
you would be ready to do the same again; it is so, is it not?"
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